CAT Preparation 2017- PaGaLGuY

                  Update :  The Journey continues after 2 years...  

It has been a great feeling to come back to this sacred thread after 2 years to finally give you all guys some updates. As my "Original Post" was about how an ordinary guy can achieve extraordinary results, the theme of this section of my post would be to hopefully share with you my genuine and honest experiences in what we call as one among the new IIMs - IIM Kashipur with a small tagline coined by me - "A startup of dreams!"  

So well, yes there were dreams that I would wanna make it into an IIM... I finally did...the first day...feeling was great!! I am finally in an IIM. However, as I had visited IIM Ahmedabad earlier, I did realize that things here are going to be different, challenging and hence interesting...just the way I like it. The good thing was that this year the batch was more than 3 times the seniors strength and hence I was hoping the experiences I would gain would be far more enriching. And boy was I right!! ( 😛 )

So the first day I enter, I see this small but beautiful make shift campus (independent of any university though) where there were a handful of professors, a hint of newness and a texture of something big that this place would turn out to be in years to come. We had the official registration and welcome ceremony but what was the most interesting thing, and for which I must praise my seniors (who were just 2 batch of this campus and were instilling those activitites which are trademark of the IIMs and other major B Schools) was - The Induction. In all probability, all those who have been to decent B-schools already know what Induction is all about and for all those who will be joining in years to come, I am not going to be a spoilsport and hence would let you all experience this amazing activity in your respective B-schools. Trust me this will be an experience of a lifetime and therez a very strong reason why I am not divulging the same to u all! 😉

Apart from Induction, there won't be any more suspense from my side in this installment of my post and I hope this post would help some of the puys who would be facing the New IIM Dilemma in years to come. So lets start with acads, being a lazy engineer, I was in for a shock with the amount of work that a student puts in a B-school. Its as if you are totally transformed into a workhorse! Assignments, quizzes, term exams, events, seminars, guest lectures, PPTs, committee selections, club selections and what not! U name it and that thing exists at IIM Kashipur. It is here that I finally understood what "student driven" campuses ACTUALLY mean.  So as always, I went for the toughest committee (yes you guessed it right) and got through after a long and tedious process. To this day and for the life ahead, I am sure, what this committee has taught me (being a startup IIM without any established alumni pool etc.) would be something I would cherish forever. And as I was a lazy lad for pretty much the whole year I never got into any club as a core member (academic or otherwise). There were plethora of them - the committees - alumni relations, placement, corporate relations, mess, infrastructure & IT, academic etc and the clubs - Marketing, finance, Operations, Movie, quiz club, Photography club etc.  So day in and day out I was handling acads and committee work as a regular student would be required to do.

The one reason why I joined IIM Kashipur was because I wanted to gain an experience of starting new things (yeah faff, I Know and so I never did anything for first two trimesters 😛 ). However in the third trimester I realised that so many intitatives were already taken up by my batchmates - new clubs like literary club, Music club, Biker's club (with support of our beloved director who himself is a kickass biker!) had sprung up already. So then, I thought of trying to implement a few ideas of my own which were a legacy in other cherished B-schools. The first one was that of creating a yearbook, to which the literary club happily obliged by making me an honorary member. However, more than me it was the efforts of the people in the club that actually made the yearbook happen for our seniors and started off with the practice for years to follow. Then, there was an idea of an annual b-fest called Excelsior which was a daunting task at that time itself and focused on the case presentations and simulation events of business. I really loved the idea but discussed with its initiators something much more bigger and grand to be called the B-fest of IIM Kashipur in the next year which included excelsior as a part of it. And behold, it was in 2014-15, for the first time IIM Kashipur organised Agnitraya - festival combining sports, culture and business all together with performances from Sunburn campus and other film stars as jury members being the highlights of the event.  The last intiative - the closest for me was that of founding an academic club along with 5 other really passionate people - the HR club of IIM Kashipur which obviously did the regular club activities that all clubs were supposed to do but was also the only club of IIM Kashipur to galvanize and organize the Annual HR summit outside Kashipur  - in Delhi... a big challenge in itself that also revived the event for the years to come! It was a tremendous experience to handle speakers, logistics, event management etc remotely from a place called kashipur to organise an event 220 Kms away in Delhi.

Ofcourse the pressure of summer internship was mounting and with Marketing as one of my majors, landing up one in an FMCG was something that was a dream come true. The learning experience and the mistakes that I did during my stint at the company is something that will be a lesson throughout my life. Being a fresher, this was also my first actual corporate experience. 

Finally the first year ended and came the juniors. This was the period when we were the driving force and experience of being seniors was something exceptional especially during the phase of Induction of our juniors. Subjects went past, GPAs moved like sinusoidal curves ( 😛 ) and then the pressure of final placements started to get over me. The people I was competing with were the best of the best. The friends of mine, were all equally anxious coz this was the time when dreams finally turn to reality. This is the defining moment of one's professional career. Something every parents want their children to kick-start on a high! However, life wasn't easy at this juncture. Companies came and went by, every next disappointment much more shattering from within than the previous one but with just a smile on my face.. I carried on. It was after some struggle that finally, I got to hear the good news in the month of January. I had been placed! It was a dream come true. I had got into one of the major marketing brands of the world with a decent double figure salary and a good leadership profile. What more could a graduate want?  While my own placement was done, I knew the job is just half done. I went back towards toiling hard and trying my every bit to excel in acads and committee work that I was entrusted with. If there were any friends that I made during this college, most of them were from this very own committee of mine and the ones that I would cherish forever. I knew each and every member of it was trying everything they could possibly do to get results and that finally taught me what teamwork is all about.!

So yes, I know that there has been a huge hue and cry about whether the New IIMs can deliver the way old IIMs do? Who will go to this never heard of place called Kashipur?  How good are the placements? What about my learning?? How are the faculties? Whats the ROI? What about exchage programs? What about my comforts, facilities and emotional bonding?

Well, If therez anything that I have to say, it has to be this - the new IIMs (whichever, they may be...my judgement is based on my experience in IIM Kashipur!) are an IIM for a reason. For any other private college, to achieve the results these IIMs are achieving (in terms of placements, Corporate events wins by their students, internatonal exposure etc.) would be a dream for even the first 10 years of their establishment. Granted, that there is a lot of scope of improvement but thats what startups do. They evolve. I couldn't have been any more satisfied than the experiences which I gained here cos for sure I will be using them when I am starting up my own venture. The news that this batch would actually shift to the permanent campus - a first amongst the new IIMs, that there have already been highest international final placements consecutively for two years during my stay amongst new IIMs and that highest international CTCs are pretty much touching the same figures of a few relatively older IIMs are all heartening to see with the fact that overall medians and top 25% and 50% landing up with great offers proving to be an icing on the cake. The never before taken intitatives of setting up our own community radio, a quiz right in the middle of the Corbett Jungle or creating a graffiti on a wall are all some crazy yet unique experiences that I might never have experienced in any other premier B School!

It has been rightly said by someone - A man is a product of his choices! And I beleive whatever tough decisions I took (in terms of joining a new college in contrast to joining an established one) have all worked well in my favour and have made me what I am today - a confident B-school graduate now rearing to go for his next stint - the ground where an excitement of altogether differrent level awaits - The Corporate.

I would like to thank all those who read this update fragment patiently till the very end and would suggest them to make some adventurous choices (ofcourse thats just my opinion) and learn somethin new while you are at it.. 😉 All the best guys! May the force be with you! 😛 😉

Signing Off

A participant of IIM Kashipur - PGP 2013-15!


                  The Original Post (for your reference)

Joined: IIM Kashipur PGP 2013-15! (A startup of Dreams!!!)


Hey puys! I am not a great writer and maybe not that perseverant as well as so many people on this thread have been. However , i think, owing to the sanctity of this thread and to contribute my least bit in fulfilling its purpose of existence, I still would like to give my experiences of CAT..however this is gonna be one marathon post (for which i apologize, because i still dont know what i am doing is right or not, but would definitely like to get ur opinions...however...only after i have made the entire background clear....)


Flashback (till CAT 2011)-

This is after my class 12th exams got over...I have been an ardent visual gaming fan...be it samurai video games, tekken large format consoles or the recent computer games..i have always had this one thing been intriguing me. So, i figured, why not make a career out of it... i had heard just like most of us that in India , engineers and doctors are paid heavily and u enjoy a luxurious life etc. etc. My parents, however had been very kind in never forcing me to do anything (infact my dad had warned me before itslef that science is a difficult stream and i should think about commerce...but being a kid then and having secured 84% in Xth with top two subjects being of maths (91) and science (86) , i figured... "I ACCEPT") So went in with science and screwed up my 12th with 68.8 percent on board and 3 long months of holidays standing right in front of me and no engg entrance exams done well on my part (because i joined coaching in 12th itself and had school + coaching from 7 AM to 9 PM...but excuses are for losers, arent they?) Fine, if engg is what it takes, I thought I would damn well become an engineer (but in computer science ONLY)...took a drop...went to KOTA ( :P) and then started preparing..working hours and hours and came into top 150 student which was a big jump from being 450th student when i entered these coaching classes....everything was going on smoothly...but then cam 1 month of terrible disaster...chicken pox..all studies gone haywire..(again, no excuses... it happens to everyone, right?)..so gave the exams......came to know about an entrance exam by SAE university and Assam university JV in India for getting admitted into Visual game designing and development...gave it...got 50% scholarship...but soon the happiness died out coz my dad wasnt convinced with the infrastructure as well as the conventional (B.A.) degree...and i dont blame him..he only wanted the best for me... results of engg exams came...cleared in a reputed private college and failed at all other exams so came the dilemma... I was offerred a non CS branch in the private college ....tried going to local engg colleges..."4 Lac plus donation and he can get into IT" was told to my father right on my face......i decided..i will go to the reputed private college because thts what i earned on my own rather than asking dad to donate money like water.. One good thing, I could upgrade my branch to CS in this college if i score a well GPA (above 9) as first year is common here...my dad loved maths (topper at his time)...and i almost had a killing ego for being very good at maths so i figured i will do well in engg (its maths and phy only rit?) in my first year and get upgraded to CS...hence came firs year...i became the guy who stayed in his room..or in his class..studyin all the time...being made fun of for not enjoyinglife in one of the most chilled out campuses of india...but then i had self beleif..i have my own reason for doing this, isnt it?..then came first sem result ...reached 8 GPA..went into 2 sem thinking ..i need to fight a little more and became a proper tensed 'geek'...result..on the very day before my Maths II exam...i fall sick...vomitting...and finally giving the exam...it was all over... i knew it when i gave the paper..dreams shatterred...its not meant to be...results came... i flunked in it... GPA..6.7... , ask for revaluation (internals - 40/50..which is excellent in engg..but in the exam, missed by a wafer thin margin).. immeidately applied for retest..passed...but as per rules...given the lowest E grade...and so my CGPA went to around 7.8...time came for upgrades.. and it turns out, i can get into 14 of the 16 branches but for CS and ECE..i was in a branch tht was considered as the lowest..being mocked off as well in college...i can take 13 other branches..hell..they r not CS...so i sat one night going thru the course content of this branch and CS to my astonishment i cleared quite a few misconceptions..CS was filled with programming, mathematics, circuits etc..and this branch with graphics, photoshop, advanced C++ (including animation) etc.... I had applied to get upgraded in 5 other branches but thought..this branch right here, has atleast some connection with gaming while all others r fancied and tough to crack as well...next day morning on the last day...asked for withdrawing from upgrades and persist witht this so-called "underdog" branch..when i was home , i knew i had hurt my dad for gettinf flunked in maths...and i wud be hearing a lot from him..he just said.. "It's Ok" and i saw tht dissappontment in his eyes...

I went bak...1400 KMs from my home to the college..now with a point to prove...studied hard and at the same point again had to cope up with the jokes of being a geek...however this time around i secured in every semester above 9.3 and guess what ? with the best grade (A+) in maths..hence went till 6 semester in engg...

I was topping charts and then came placements season in 7 semester...got thru 2 comapnies...but then came the harsh reality...low packages...recessions etc etc....got a notion again...MBAs are paid highly in India...gave CAT without any decent preparation in 2011 with a really intelligent friend of mine...she got 99.XX and almost all good colleges...for which i was proud of her as she hadnt been placed till then but had been trying so hard for her placement and CAT at the same time..I howerver stayed at 89 and consloed myself...i did this without studying....then came some happiness...i finally got offerred for an all expenses paid 8 semester research scholarship in Germany...tht made my parents proud like anything..first kid from the family to go abraod..and tht too on scholarship!..Did my projeect..came back and was given gold medal for being the branch topper at the convocation and was with those really few friends of mine who actually cared (and most of whom were not even from my branch.. but became my flatmates..and thorughly enjoying with them my last 1.5 years of engg)..

CAT 2012

After a good German summer, the reality dawned upon me...enough of enjoyment dude...what about job now? I had given up one of the options already and the second one wanted me to join in september in ahmedabad where my aunt lived...my cousin..who was excellent in commerce and did her CFA as amongst toppers in ICFAI...she advised me..why dont u give CAT...i thought to myself..she must be kidding rit..CAT is not an option...i just returned in second week of june,,,and CAT will be in October..how much time do I have? besides I dont even know anything of commerce...but what other option do I have?..low paying IT job wont be what i want to get into (I am not a CS engg afterall and i dont know if i wud be able to excel there)...however during my stint at the college i ensured my interest of gaming was alive and participated in basic animation workshops of autodesk 3Ds max and other such advanced workshop...however it was there that i met a professor who taught us entrepreneurship development, who made me realise after looking at my interest in gaming to why not make an own enterprise in gaming? It just struck me...the positives..there have been so many children like me who would love to pursue this career...negatives...I dont have tht high technical knowledge, neither the resources nor the know how of how to do business as such?...realization...maybe its MBA afterall, I should go into International business or operations (being the only branch tht actually is universally applicable for any comapny and is involved in actual making and delivering of the product!)..maybe i can work in such a comapny...take some experience and at the same time get some capital as well!...but all this was too far ahead...its just 4 odd months and there are 2 lakh aspirants...i dont know if i can do this...so reluctantly, on my cousin's persuance...i joined this coaching institute which i hadnt even heard of...this institute ,was differrent..I had to give CAT my best shot however at the same point of time not only get engrossed in studies just like i did in my 2 sem in engg..so i had to be differrent as well...i wasnt knowing how to say it or tell it...but then during the orientation by COO of this institute...i just heard that word...i had to be "Street smart". I took a totally different outlool for CAT...while most people went after solving maximum questions...i went to knowing how to leave questions...(didnt have much time to prepare too right? ) i tried to understand tht at the end of the day, its not attempts that ,atter (it took me 15 online mocks to realise that) but actually the accuracy that matters. I tried to be hyper selective in studies...few topics are always less no matter how hard u prepare...5 major ones bein - numbers, PnC, Probability, Coordinate geometry and special coding patterns...similiarly verbal too required either very good grammer with lots of previous reading (which usually engineers dont posess)..like differences in advise,advice...ingenious,ingenuous etc ... or u should be good at LR and RCs...i knew reading novels is a luxury i cant afford and DI too had quite some logic driven caselets that are hard to crack...so what do i do..how can I be street smart enough here?? I decided... I shud ccover these topics superficially in quant (just basic formulas and already known techniques of remainder finding etc in numbers , patterns etc..because anywyas on that day , these clicking is anyone's guess)...and similiarly lay higher stress on parajumbles and do keep on readin 4-5 RCs a day ( coz they along with LR , which comes easy to engineers in most cases can make up approx 24 odd questions of section 2)...and as fro DI (which usually has 9 questions out of 30, I decided to do only first question of each set (making 3 questions) and just glance through other 6 questions and try only if i can create a proper link). The remaining quant , however, had to be thoruough..so i ensured i went through last papers and mocks i gave and kept myself reinforcing in time-work,TSD,Sequences, normal geometry,Quadratic,Inequalities etc. and these would make up approx 23 odd questions (including DI ones of course) and can happily glance thru other questions and try if i can do them or leave them peacefully.....


The D- DAy - 31 October...CAT 2012

So I had a perfect strategey..however CAT is known to throw surprises...this i learnt on the day of my paper...I went thru the quant section..and after 50 minutes of perseverance I realized.. I have just done 14 questions in quant section...so again i was faced with a dilemma...to got thru the guesses and do 5-6 more questions or to do 2- more questions and move to next section...my brain told former...and gut..the latter..(attempts vs accuracy...here we are again.. :P) so there i was , at the end of 1st section...i had made just 17 quant attempts ...then acme the verbal section and as always..owing to loads of RCs I had done...started off with 2 RCs..finished them off quite swiftly..and glanced thru grammer..answered 1-2 questions, went to LR...answered 2 sets but the third one was tricky...wasted 7-8 minutes and now there were choices...either the RC and 2 PJs left or this full logic set of 4 questions...time left- 8 minutes...fine..PJs started...completed both in 3 minutes...5 minutes for an entire RC!! This was gonna be challenging!..went thru...last 3 seconds...n finally attempted the last question in total disarray...came out realising I had made 24 attempts in verbal which seemed OK...however...then came the discussions..and it turned out everyone was happy..and i was hearing people saying they had made 55 , 53 ..etc attempts in my ears...i realized...my attempts ..17 + 24 = 41!!! So CAT will test my underlying principle beleif of Accuracy over attempts...and I had the bad feeling..I might have been wrong all along..

Results - 10th January 2013

There had been other exams and everything else I gave... i was prepared for the worse...what more could I have done with less than 4 months of preparation, I was atleast smart (or so I thought)...whatever it may be...I will accept it...I gave it my best shot..5 AM in the morning (i had slept at 2 becaus of anticipation) i get up by messages of people askin my results in CAT...and then keyed in the loogin at prometric - result -

Verbal - 98.56,

quant - 95.66

overall - 98.36

Was i amazed? U bet I was! Was it luck ? maybe ...Did my approach work? (Hell yeah!  )

I was finally happy...this was amongst the most clinical preparations I had made.. I knew battle is far from over...thereare GDs n PIs n all...I also got thru NMAT with 211 score...SNAP hopwever was at 93.56...start the GD prep ..but that story is for some other time...as of now.. converts include


IIM KASHIPUR,VGSOM IIT Kgp ,DoMS IIT chennai, IMT G, TAPMI,SIBM-B,SSBM,LBS (fin), NIRMA,NMIMS (BM,CM,bang,Hyd but NOT core)...got waitlisted in NITIE(difficult to convert though),SIIB and still expecting results of - baby IIMs, IITs (except mum)


I dont know if this would help anyone, I dont know if MBA would help me later in my goal itself!.. however, i applaud ur patience for actually going thru this all but the only thing that i can tell as far as CAT is concerned is..guys its not that tough to clear cat..u only need to identify ur strengths and WEAKNSESSES as well (so that u can leave those questions just like there a few deliveries to be left alone in cricket)...I hope the future test takers excel in the exam (however, CAT is just the first step..but as the say "well begun is half done!")..I do owe my success to my parents who today are very proud of me , my friends at this institute who were there all the time besides me and worked for strainght long hours of morning 9 Am to evening 6 PM apart from our own individual studies...I am satisified with what I did..and once again sorry for such a lengthy post.. :P, I just hope it helps...and do give me ur opinions too

- hritik.sharma

CAT 2014

I know it is too long to read, so read it at your own risk!  :D

The journey started almost 8-9 months back, with me planning to write CAT one last time. With FMS as the only target in my head (couldn't trust A B C anymore after they didn't shortlist me even for interview despite scoring 99.90 in CAT 2013), I went on with the preparation with a goal to just score enough to secure the college admission. The job was not satisfactory anymore and the family was also pushing me to try one last time (though they had some higher targets in their mind!).

My preparation mostly relied on few books that I had along with googling for some questions and eventually the Pagalguy question bank. Never took any coaching, or mocks for any of my three CAT papers, one reason to miss the spotlight and to be frank, the one reason that I could focus more on preparation.

A week before the CAT, I had to rush to home for some urgent work and returned just the day before the paper. CAT centre was an overnight journey, left in night to reach there in the morning. Went through the paper, looked like I was out of practice. Tried easier questions first, especially in quant's and then moved for tough ones and at last verbal. Quant took away almost 65-70 minutes and I was mostly satisfied and finally left the centre with a feeling that I might get something around 99.5 (relying on past experience).

From there, it felt like decades before the results were out, I started coming on PG more frequently, saw people doing analysis, tried my hand too, made a graph to calculate percentile (I know it sounds funny, but you guys don't need any explanation for this). Slowly I came to realize that I might get better than my expectation. Anyway, long story short, let's skip to the day of the result.

I was among lucky few who could access the result within the first 10 minutes, and to my surprise, it was much more than I could bear. I had excelled in the part I considered myself really weak in, the VA with 99.92 in the section, my QA took a marginal dip from 99.94 last year to 99.86 this year, but it was the overall percentile that made me more hopeful, that may be this time I would get a call from the big three.

The calls came eventually, from L, A, B (Marginally in my opinion), C (Again marginally in) and K. Checked last year records and decided my preference as A>C>B>FMS>L (FMS due to ROI thingy) and hence decided to skip K interview. IIM-L I would attend just for an experience as it was the first interview I would ever face (Jan 22), followed by the biggest one (A on Jan 25) followed by my marriage on Jan 29 (Yes! You read it right! 😛 ).

L went okay, A was pretty smooth with questions mostly on work ex and AWT (Philip Hughes cricket bouncer case). Went home, got married, returned back to attend B (the worst experience, was sure of not getting in). Then came JOKA, interview was weird, with questions like innovative methods to cheat in exam etc etc. Was never sure if I did good or bad!! FMS list came, was sure of converting, and so just chilled during the interview and it went pretty smooth with a cool smiling panel and extempore topic "I love my tie!" 😛

Finally with the results pouring in, my first result (B) was obviously a reject, as expected. Next day, sitting in my office I kept on checking C website, and eventually left for home at 5:50pm. On my way, I got a call from a friend, who converted ISB and IIM-B and he told me -"Dude! You made it to A!" and I was like-"Yaar result kab aaya!". With my internet pack outdated, I called my better half and within a minute she was already shouting on phone-"Yes!!" Well, that was it. The whole evening went over phone with calls to relatives, friends etc. And now today I got the JOKA results.

Finally for the people, who couldn't get in, or were marginally left out, I would just like to say one thing-"It's just the time testing you, don't lose hope and come better prepared next year! They can stop you once, may be twice, but not forever, if you have the will, you will move forward! All the best everyone!" 😃 😃


Almost 11 months have gone by since I put my thoughts here on Pagalguy.

http://www.pagalguy.com/articles/endless-wait-relentless-fate-20000711

That was an anxious time and that too the very first for me. A good Cat score, calls from top B-schools except old IIMs but still no convert at hand. A month later FMS rejected me too. The monotonous downward sloping curve just won't stop, as it seemed for a long while. It was time to exercise the only viable option I had. I joined Department of Financial Studies, DU. Was not really upbeat about it in the beginning but had no better thing to do.

It started in late July and by the time it was the last week of August the decision had been taken. I got to give CAT again. The dream to make it big still had some life left in it. As college life was not strenuous I started the little prep that I could manage. Mocks again became a meal of sorts. Analysis was again a sweet dish post the meal. Ironically the sweet dish took more time than the meal. At times I felt I have lost the touch but kept backing it up. Family and a couple of friends were supportive all the way through. The pattern was changed, CAT was delayed too as compared to its past usual dates and it clashed with one my final exams at DFS. This time the pressure was real. My first attempt and the preparation was a breeze. It had a certain fresh vigor at its core. Whereas now it was a desperate move and one last shot that I could have. Preparation had been shaky too. Just a bit more than a couple months I had.

It came and went away smoothly, leaving high hopes again. Results arrived a month later and the output was better than the previous one. A week later calls started pouring in. Finally the biggies knocked on the door. A couple of major interviews lined up for March,2015. Found a great mentor and started prepping up for the one on one. Testing time it was again. I had my own doubts. There are times when you are not just sure where you are heading too. When you feel you are trying to walk on different roads all at the same time. These times the support of your loved ones is all that you need. A little assurance from them gives you a boost.

Robert Louis Stevenson put it very rightly when he says,

"It is the history of our kindnesses that alone make this world tolerable. If it were not for that, for the effect of kind words, kind looks, kind letters . . . I should be inclined to think our life a practical jest in the worst possible spirit."

Well the interview gala was soon over. Now all that was to be done was to wait again. I hoped the wait was not endless this time and the fate wasn't relentless. But it began on a scary note too. It was a reject from XLRI first, then a straight from IIM - A. Honestly the fear was all over me. A real long sleepless night. Even small hiccups ( A's rejection was not small though) at times makes you doubt even the better things that you've done. That was what happening to me. I knew IIM C's results are going to be out the next day. But was petrified. The morning till afternoon was grim. Finally results arrived. My computer screen left me with a relief filled smile. It was not a convert but a waitlist. Waitlist #13. It was a relief that I now very well will make it. I will now be a 'jokar'. And even if by some weird twist I don't make it, this assured my faith in a couple other interviews that I feel were good. Although my heart is with IIM C now hoping for a convert very soon.

So the wait was not endless,

fate wasn't relentless,

I am now ready to take on a new path

As a lot is still to be done...and A lot is still to be won.

This is a personal experience intended only as "sharing my experience." 

I have been asked many a times that even after having a decent CAT score what went wrong in the interview phase. I first appeared for CAT in 2013 when I was in the final year of engineering. I Got 99.15 percentile which was not good enough for major calls but still had plenty of good ones. Those were the colleges I would have been happy to pass out from. But nothing materialized. I Gave CAT exams again the next year, got 99.67 and now I had better options and a bit of experience as to where I lacked the previous time. So here I am going to share a few points of what I feel were the major issues.

COMPLACENCY

Yes. You read it right. All the time I was preparing for CAT and other entrance exams I was being told that it is the big deal. Get a good score and colleges will welcome you with open arms. No one, not even a single person I came across who said, " Dude, the real thing starts when you're done with the written exams". So yes, complacency seeped in. After all 99+ score is not an easy thing to achieve. But I am honestly telling you people that the real thing indeed starts post these exams.  The amount of sheer resolution to work hard needed during the 3 months post these exams is much more than you need during the 10 month preparation for them. Getting a score is one thing but getting a convert is a different ball game altogether.

GETTING THE RIGHT MENTOR

This is one more aspect which plays a crucial role in your post exam days. You will see numerous debates on all forums about which institute is better than other for GD/WAT/PI preparation. But nothing is good until you get a direction backed by knowledge of the mentor. Even when you join any institute, you have to have a mentor who tells you from time to time on what to focus on, how to go about handling typical questions, how to keep yourself motivated all the way through because 7-8 interviews stretched in a 3 months period does get tiresome. This mentor can be anyone, any friend/senior of yours who has done it all, any particular faculty member of your institute you can look up to for help/guidance, or any professional you know or even your dad who had a great exposure in his profession.

KEEPING AN OPEN MIND

Let me explain what I mean by this. When we have quite a few choices we tend to start on a selective note. Like I had calls from MDI,NITIE, IIFT, NMIMS, IIT-D & B, IIM S, New IIMs & MFC. So I started with only a selective few in my mind. It was like I was making choices before the process has even started. It led to me maintaining lower than the optimum level needed in the process.  It is good to desire the best option, but never ignore the others. You can't always hit the bulls eye but hitting somewhere on the board also fetches points. Each interview, no matter for which institute will add some value so prepare well for all.

What

KEEPING UP THE MOMENTUM

It is a long process. Fatigue is undeniable. But you got to keep up with it. You got to develop the habit of learning. Like if you read a 2500 word editorial you will surely come across 2-3 new ideas. You then have to read about those ideas and may be think of a way to bring that into the conversation you might have with the interviewer. Prepare relevant things that you come across. And as I said a mentor will help you identify those relevant things.

But I hope these few points are enough for the start. And you all people who are adept at doing analysis of mocks will be able to do analysis of their own experiences as well. In the end it is a learning process. Look for your shortcomings without being too self-critical and also without putting 100% blame on the system. The systems loopholes cannot be helped but putting in efforts is in our hands.

My life; My story

Read it or don't read it. I don't care.

Love it or hate it. I don't care.

There are two kinds of people, leaving aside the reservation quota, who make it to IIMs every year. The intelligent ones and the ones who acquire enough knowledge over the years to appear to look like the intelligent ones. And it took three years for me realise that I'm neither.

As with most of the others I fell in love with CAT as soon as I came to know about it in 2012.  I had just joined TCS and I was care free and enjoying my life. One day, sometime in September 2012, I had a chat with one of my colleges who briefed me about CAT. The seemingly simple idea that "how hard can an exam be that tests basic English and Mathematics at 10th standard level" grew within me that very day. The very next day I applied for CAT using an Axis Bank voucher having just a month's time to prepare. I knew I won't be getting the percentile that I aspire within a month's time. I set my goals on CAT 2013. CAT 2012 was just a trial run.

The clichéd background story (Science student- Engineer- IT employee)

I was always good at mathematics. It was always less preparation and more marks throughout the school days and I went on to get a 100% in 10th standard CBSE board exam 2006 with an 81% overall. This gave me enough confidence to take a shot at the revered IIT-JEE. One year down the line I realised I was no IIT material but AIEEE and NITs were within the sight. I slogged for one year and got a sub 10,000 all India rank in AIEEE and 88% in 12th CBSE board exam. But fate has its own way of saying f**k you.

My grandma passed away with just two days to my Mathematics board exam. I was completely devastated and I was in no mood to take the exam. And results showed up as expected. I got a meagre 80% in Mathematics. So getting into Anna University was completely out of the equation. Meanwhile my parents were at the verge of getting a divorce. And just a week before my NIT counselling their fight took an ugly turn and I had no parent to accompany me to my counselling. I finally joined a private engineering college in Chennai which was supposed to be a backup after abandoning my seat at NIT-Trichy.  

BTW I forgot to mention that I too had a love story.  I'm blessed to say that my first crush was my first girlfriend. We had a great time together throughout the 12th standard. With all the combined studies we did together for IIT-JEE, AIEEE and board exams we ended up getting the same percentage. It was one awesome year with her 😃 .  Once again fate intervened, her dad got transferred to Pune and she joined a college there. I was powerless to do anything to stop it. We had a huge fight before she left and I haven't talked to her ever since until she got married an year ago (2014). Well, we both have moved on and the past is behind us.

My college life was great. I made new friends for life and had an awesome time. Apart from travelling 80kms every day I maintained a CGPA above 8.5. Mu-Sigma came for placement and I screwed up in the interview after clearing the test and GD. Finally I got placed in TCS and I had no regrets until I heard about CAT. 

Will be continued in the next post.

Disclaimer : Not a (CAT/XAT/IIFT/SNAP) success story. 

Intended Audience : My friends who are still active on PG + People who are remotely interested in HR course from TISS

The beginning :

It was the year 2008-09. I had this brilliant idea of cracking CAT and making it big in life. I had made my plans - "B.Tech + a 2 year work ex = Perfect  MBA profile".  The first 2 attempts at CAT 2010 and CAT 2011 were merely for testing the waters. I had been anointed as "Verbal Goddess" by great puys in season 2010 itself.  As a mark of mockery, my CAT VA and VA-LR scores in 2010 and 2011 were 89.xx and 74.xx respectively. 

Great Expectations :

I was working in TCS. Took a leave of 21 days before CAT 2012. The result : 5x.xx %ile in CAT. XAT gave me 76.xx. Had a call from XIMB-RM, converted it and did not join. 

Meanwhile, life had other plans. I heard that TISS had changed its entrance exam pattern. TISS NET had 95 objective questions with 25 GK questions. I did not have to write subjective answers ! Gladly, I plunged in to write the test without pondering over questions like "Is this the right course for me ?" I took the written test and was able to complete the entire 100 questions in 20 minutes flat. Same was the case with other candidates. QA section had a very memorable question - "What is the square root of 16 ?" Yes, you read it right. GK section had questions like "What was the reason behind formation of Sachar committee ?" Needless to say, GK was the determining factor of the test. The written test results were out. Cut off was 86. I scored 87. I was called for PIT/PI. The pattern had changed that year. We were supposed to write an essay for PIT and face the interview panel. Since it was the first year of TISS NET, there was hardly any time to "prepare for PIT/PI". I came across a preparation thread in PaGaLGuY and interacted with other shortlisted candidates. Essays were written, reviewed and opinions shared. I still had no answer to the question "Is this course right for me ?" or even "Am I the right fit for this course ?" I went for the PIT/PI to Mumbai. There were 2 essay topics, we were supposed to attempt any one of them. I chose the topic "Patriarchal outlook of Indian society". The topic "supposedly" was from my comfort zone. I wrote an essay and scored 35 out of 50. In the interview, I scored 38 out of 75. The end result - I was rejected. It was very difficult for me to accept the fact that the people I supposedly "helped" had made it and I had not.

CAT 2013 had a similar story to tell. The only difference - For TISSNET, the cut off for written test was 72. I had scored 71. The worst that could have happened. I had begun to believe that this was the end. 4 attempts in 4 years and a single convert from XIMB RM course. And the reject from TISS hurt badly.

The last season :

 Nothing miraculous happened in CAT 2014/XAT 2015/SNAP 2014/ IIFT 2014. Got a call from NMIMS Mumbai for MBA at a written score of 210 and eventually converted it. Paid the fees in time. At least I was going to do an MBA somewhere. 

XIMB BM too gave me a call (owing to domicile category) and I converted it. My interview experience is here

 
TISS NET gave me a call this time. Cut off was 75 and I scored 76. 

It was time to avenge the prior humilation (read : reject).

The preparation for PIT/PI was more centered towards myself. I figured out what the course was and my expectations from it. It took me days to frame answers to questions like "Why HR ?" , "Why TISS ?", "Why HR after IT ?" Since I had over 40 months of work experience by then, I made observations about my organisation with respect to HR policies. I also brushed up on frequently asked questions on trade unions, etc. A couple of my friends like Animesh were generous enough to help with materials and links from various websites. To be on the safe side, I brushed up my engineering basics (and realised that I had forgotten most of it) and subjects like 'Organizational Behaviour' that was taught in college. Also, I read a few issues of magazines like "People Matters". It helped me form an opinion on contemporary business issues involving HR. I was actively involved in reviving the Toastmasters Club at office this year. It was a kind of HR activity and I enjoyed the same. It gave me access to several people and content that I loved to work with. All this while, I did not put any extraordinary effort towards the entire process of TISS NET and PIT/PI ( I took my time to sleep, catch up with friends, work at office, etc). However, I had spent a lot of time (over the year) reading various books and thinking about them. Did not take up any interview coaching classes or mock interviews with anyone.

For the essay part, I did not put any special effort. The D-Day arrived. At 9 am, we were given the essay topic "Patriarchal outlook of Indian society". Yes, it was the same topic as the last season. I attempted it with S-P-E-L-T technique in mind ( S-P-E-L-T stands for Social - Political- Economic - Legal - Technological aspects of an issue). In 2013, I had written about 5 pages. This time it was about 4 pages. I cited examples from recent happenings, quotes from books that I liked and so on. I felt I needed to write more on the topic. The invigilator literally pulled the sheet out of my hands. In 45 minutes, that was all I could do. I spent the next month (till results were declared) in apprehension. If only I had the time to write some more lines ! The scores were out. I had scored 42 out of 50. A pleasant surprise !

I waited for a couple of hours for the interview. During this time, I glanced at my notebook (had made a fat notebook that contained almost all parts of my preparation over a couple of months). I decided not to spend much time on it and interacted with fellow aspirants and seniors. That eased the tension a bit. (In my last attempt of 2013, I was the first one to be interviewed, right after the essay). I was in Bino Paul Sir's panel. Prof. Rao and Prof. Vijayakumar were seated as well. I entered the room and greeted them. It started with "Tell me about yourself" and moved on anticipated lines. I was asked questions on DAF,my company's HR policies, status of women in the corporate world. Prof Vijayakumar asked me the question "How did you prepare for this interview ?" The words numbed me. I had prepared for this interview but was never prepared for this question. I regained my composure and blurted out , "I brushed up subjects like Organizational Behaviour from college". He asked me to talk about leadership theories that I knew. I knew nothing about it and said so. He asked me something else that I was able to answer. To end the interview, Prof Sarala Rao asked me about my take on OB and HR as a whole. When I answered, Prof Vijayakumar chipped in "Now you are sounding vague." He re-framed my sentence and asked me to clarify. I stuck to my point and at the end of it, he smiled. I left the room. For the next month or so (till results were declared), those words haunted me - "Now you are sounding vague". However, there is nothing you can do after an interview except waiting. The results were out. I had scored 59 out of 75 in the interview.

From 38 to 59.

It took me 2 years but I did it. I had made it this time.

Epilogue :
Joining TISS Mumbai HRM. 

5 years. 5 calls. 4 converts. The first reject turns into the final convert.

Would like to thank each of the puys and pirls here. All of you deserve special mention. And you know who you are. 

P.S. : A very long post indeed ! Aspirants can use this for RC practice 😁 😛

I made it to IIM Calcutta for the 2015-2017 batch. This achievement will always hold a special place in my life not only because I made it to the prestigious Joka but it also strengthened my belief in the saying that if you work hard enough, the whole universe conspires to help you. I will keep my story short. Hope this inspires somebody to go achieve his/her dreams.

The story starts in a clichéd manner. I was not able to get into the IITs and this did hurt me a lot, probably because it was the first significant failure of my life. Working so hard for 2 years with a single goal in mind and finally not being able to make it does make you question your abilities. But anyways, I made it one of the top engineering colleges through AIEEE. Engineering was never my thing, and I sincerely believe that you cannot succeed in what you are genuinely disinterested in, no matter how hard you try.

Next obvious goal seemed to be the MBA and what better than the holy trinity. Not only I would get my escape out of the pathetic engineering world, it was also boost my ego after the IIT debacle. The CAT journey started in 2012. I was unable to secure a summer internship in college, so decided to stay back during summers and prepare for placements and CAT. Prepared sincerely till the D-day but was never confident of my preparation. The score was 98.xx, not something I wanted. Nonetheless, I was able to secure a 17lpa software job so decided to take the plunge in the job world but the spark to redeem myself was still alive.

Now the CAT preparation would be terribly difficult to manage along with my hectic job, but I didn't realize this initially. Anyways, started preparation for CAT 2013 in June as soon as I started my new job. The days became tough. Worked in office from 11am to 7pm and then, the CAT preparation from 9 pm to 2am, all this time with a single goal of making it to ABC. The D-Day came and so did the results with a pathetic 92.xx . Life was testing me and I was breaking. Earning around 1 lac per month was not making me happy. I had a non-existent social life with not many to share my feelings with. But I knew I had it in me to rise again.

CAT 2014 preparation started and I wanted to give my all. Hence, joined a weekend coaching class, purchased all the material, MOCK test series, etc. I had to do it this time. The work at office took a back seat. I was ready to face the consequences at work but not ready to compromise on my dream. The pressure to make it this time was getting to me. My mind was pre-occupied with the thoughts "What if I don't make it ?". CAT became an obsession. This was dangerous had I not made it this year. Now, the D-day again came for the 3rd time. Tried to stay calm but the never-ending question was still staring at me.

The results came for CAT 2014 and the score was 99.63. I was going through some time at work. But, everything was forgotten. My joy was limitless like I had achieved everything. All the sacrifices I had made for the past 3 years finally paid off.

I gave interviews for BCL among the top 4 IIMs and converted CL. I have made a lot of mistakes in these past 3 years but I believe they have played an important an important role in shaping me to what I am today. I would leave you all with this : You can achieve whatever you want if you set your heart to it.

Midnight Ruminations (Part 1)

This page has success stories. People here inspire me. This forum is uplifting.

Right now, while I sit here banging the keyboard furiously, there are certain lessons I recollect having learned. These lessons are/were a direct result of the last years of preparation, of moulding, of having people to discuss with and of self-realization.

The most important lesson anyone could teach came from the most unlikely source - me.

All of us, in varying degrees, crave for stability, for security. We want to feel we are treading the right path because that makes us feel secure about life. What is the best path to tread? No one has any clue. Then how can someone tell? How do you know you are going right?

The best answers always come from inside.  I realized that the biggest deciding factor of how I was faring and how I would fare was - me. The mind knows where you err and why you err. When you are at peace with the mind, you know you are heading the way you need to.  I had lost this peace a while ago. I found it only recently.

Once burned, twice shy. The 6 years it took me to regain my internal zen have also taught me the fragility with which it can be lost again. This war has made me a fighter. I will not let go of what I have got because I know how it feels to not have it at all!

PagalGuy as a forum has made me meet some great people. With that comes appreciation.  I appreciate @vineetjain111 and how he made it so big with what he had. I appreciate @shashwatdgr8 and how he dealt with last year's set-back and rocked the world this time around. These are just some names. I appreciate so many people for the effort they put into these exams.

This thread and the ones linked to it is the story of my effort. I would never claim that it is at par to the level of such esteemed individuals. The only reason I share is because I want you guys to know, the fight is totally worth it. 😉

Remember, in the end, only the man in the mirror can tell you how successful you are. Only he has these answers. 😁

Flashes(Part 2): 

http://www.pagalguy.com/discussions/all-i-wanted-to-speak-about-cat-25002933/34149165

Looking at the posts here of many aspirants, I can't say that my journey was as difficult as many but it was tough and many a times, depressing and filled with anxiety.

So let's get started, it's a long post...

Background: GEM

Snapshot:

Calls: IIFT, NMIMS, IMT, SIBM, SCMHRD, FORE, IMI, Nirma Converts: NMIMS, IMT, SIBM, SCMHRD Interview not attended: FORE, IMI, Nirma Joining: NMIMS Bombay

When I thought about writing CAT for the first time

Let's go back to 2010, it was the summer vacation after the second year of college, I was interning at an NGO in Ahmedabad when I first joined an institute for CAT Prep in June 2010. I was supposed to write CAT in 2012 but had joined the year and a half long course to cover everything from scratch. Those were great days, everything was going fine, I was good at it, was getting good scores in mock tests and was in the good books of the faculty members until August 2011, campus placements. I got placed on Day 0 in one of the niche firms and dropped the plans to join a B School in 2012. I stopped studying from that day. I wrote CAT in October 2010 for the heck of it and secured 91.xx percentile. I hadn't filled any other form and I knew I was not going to get any call with these digits. I was fine with it as I anyway was not planning to join any school the next year. I had made up my mind to work for two years, as it was one of the Big 4 I was joining in June 2012, and then study for the exams while working.

Joining Delayed

Suddenly one day my company decided to delay our joining by six months from June 2012 to January 2013. This put me in a spot and made me think over my previous decision to not to join a school. Did I make a mistake as this would put a gap of 3 years, rather than 2, between my graduation and joining B-School as per my plan? And what was I supposed to do for the next six months? I was bit disappointed with myself at that time. But what was done was done. I decided to utilize these six months productively and joined the Diploma course in Financial Management at Ahmedabad Management Association thinking it would ultimately help make my profile better.

Prep Journey Commences

 Then came January 2013, I started with my job in Bombay and I totally loved it. In October I voluntarily sought transfer to Bangalore so that I could rent an apartment to myself (because, cheaper rents in Bangalore) and study peacefully for the exams. Now this is where the tough time starts. I joined weekend classes at TIME in Bangalore. Attended few classes initially but didn't find them useful, as they taught just the basics in the classes which I already knew. I then started solving their materials at home. My daily schedule was like this: I got up at 9, set out for work at 10, reached office at 11 after a tiring commute comprising of walking, autorickshaw, bus and office shuttle. Then left office at 8 in the evening usually (when I was not required to stay back late till about midnight because of calls etc.) and reached home at 9 tired after the same commute. Had dinner and then started studying from around 10 PM and went on till 2-3 AM dispersed with an episode of Suits or Arrested Development. Then on weekends, my entire day was spent in solving TIME material till the AIMCATs started. This was a disaster. My first AIMCAT fetched me 97.xx percentile. This was good but less than what I had expected as the AIMCAT was simpler compared to the other nightmarish AIMCATs that followed. In the remaining AIMCATs my percentile varied widely, from 70-92. I was demotivated because the tests were tough and my percentile was less. I started skipping an AIMCAT or two in between. I used to sneak Pagalguy threads to see the level of difficulty and used to give only relatively simpler AIMCATs. Yet my percentile was stuck in the 70-92 range. Those were hard times, I had no social life, all I was doing was working and studying. And studying was not giving me satisfaction enough. Coming home after giving AIMCATs put me into deep thoughts about what I would be doing in CAT, how much would I score. Would it be enough to get into a decent B School, if not, with the kind of scores I am getting, would I get into a decent enough B School post which a job will pay me more than what I was earning already. All I could talk with a friend of mine at work over lunch was my anxieties and fears. She was tired of hearing my whining but I couldn't help it. 😃

During this phase, I realized that I was good at simpler speed based questions but not so much at the CAT level questions. I now also started focusing bit more on the speed based sets and stopped giving AIMCATs altogether towards the end as they used to depress me. I used to occasionally try to solve the questions from the AIMCAT pdfs provided though. As CAT grew closer. I started solving additional questions from IMS' 500 must do questions for CAT. That raised my confidence a bit. I also took online test packages for specific exams like SNAP and NMAT, those helped a lot to make me familiar with the pattern.

Exam season begins

First came September CMAT. Though I didn't want to get into any B-School which took CMAT scores, I gave the exam to see where I stood. As it is a pretty simple exam, I was able to do well in all sections but GK. I thought that the regular reading of newspaper (I was reading Mint) would be enough but I was wrong. I then started going through the Pagalguy GK threads, the weekly pdfs, TIME static GK module, additional GK questions over the internet and anything pertaining to GK I could get my hands on, also bought GK e-booklets online from various websites. I knew that GK was going to play a crucial role in SNAP which was a speed based test and I was aiming to crack, also IIFT.

Then came The D Day. I was anxious and didn't know how I would fare as the pattern was different and the AIMCATs with their experiments didn't help me gauge that either. The questions were too simple to believe but I still marked the questions in the range I was comfortable in as I didn't want to take the risk of negative marking. I marked the answers for 68 questions. 30 in Section 1 and 38 in section 2. I later realized that this was too less when I looked at the number of questions folks on Pagalguy had attempted. The CAT percentile predictors floating around were still saying that the number of questions I had attempted and with my accuracy, I should get more than 97 percentile. Well that was a consolation but all these predictions were wrong when the results arrived. I got 90.83 percentile, which was even less that 91.xx which I got when I wrote CAT in college without studying in the last 2.5 months. I was disappointed deeply. With all the efforts I had put in, I at least deserved more than 91.xx percentile of the last time without preparation. I could picture myself continuing in the same firm, though I loved working in my firm, but couldn't see myself working in Technology Consulting for a longer term.  But with these scores, a good CAT score accepting B-School was out of picture.

Results continue, interviews take place. Then I got call from IIFT, my score was only a little above the cut off, also being a GEM, I had a disadvantage because of the reservations and the grace marks to girls. I attended the interview, my first of the season, it was little short of a disaster. I was asked weird questions about religion and spirituality and being an atheist, I had little idea. I said whatever I could think of at that time and came out. I knew this interview wouldn't take me anywhere. Then came results for NMAT and SNAP, both being speed based tests, I was able to fetch 99+ percentile in both. I went to Bombay and Poona for NMIMS and SIBM & SCMHRD interviews. First came SCMHRD and SIBM. SCMHRD interview was ok, definitely above average, the panel was not able to make out why I wanted to join SCMHRD with 2 years of experience as the pay would be already comparable to what I was earning in my Big 4 firm. But the SIBM interview was the best. The panel was impressed with my responses and presentation and I was sure to convert it. Then I went to NMIMS Bombay for the interview, the interview there too went well though not as good as SIBM. Meanwhile I gave IMT interview in Bangalore itself, it too went well barring the last moment when they asked me to solve a mathematical problem ( I mean come on, who asks that in the interview, isn't this meant for exams?).

Final Results arrive

First came SIBM, the best of the five interviews I gave till that time and which I was sure to convert. Waiting List - 70. SCMHRD - WL 110+. This depressed me a lot. Felt like if I couldn't convert SIBM, others will bomb too. I took to working from home to cope with the anxiety and thoughts about my future. There was nothing that could cheer me up. But luckily NMIMS result came out 3-4 days post it and I was selected there. I knew no bounds of glee. The words 'SELECTED' on my screen were like a treat to my sore eyes. I got into NMIMS, I was going to Bombay, the only city I am proud to call home in India. Then IMT result came and I was in WL, but I didn't mind. I was going to NMIMS. I had three more interviews remaining, I didn't even attend those. 😃 So this was it! My journey, long, anxious, and at times depressing and disappointing. Hope it is of some help to future aspirants. 😃

PS- In last few days, all - SIBM, SCMHRD and IMT got converted from Waiting List. I am still joining NMIMS.:)

4 years, 4 attempts. Error 404 - IIM not found

Posting on this thread was long awaited. Whether I do justice to it or not, is for you to judge.

A bit of background - I have always been an average, non-phodu student. And I dreaded Maths. I dropped a year and still could not crack any IIT or NIT. Needless to say, this was the perfect recipe for being treated as shit amongst friends and relatives. It was frustrating, to say the least. To make things worse, I stayed just 100 metres away from a top NIT. To look at it every day, to aspire and then to finally realize you are far below their standards is not exactly an uplifting feeling.

I just didn't want to study in an engineering college in my state (most of them concentrated in only one city) and be around 'friends' and relatives again. I chose a college far away, in an unheard of place called Shimoga. I deleted my Orkut (yes, Orkut) account. I wanted no contact. Even if I came home on a semester break, I met very few people. Everyone else seemed to do better than me and without me.

I had studied a bit seriously in the dropped year and this came in handy during engineering. Also, the competition in the college was just average. It was not too tough to take things lightly and still end up in the top 3 or even at the top. I hardly took the achievements seriously. There was no pride in being amongst the best there. The regret of not making it to a top college always remained.

It was in the 7th semester that I thought I had a chance to make things right. I had this plan- "Make it to an IIM. Any God damned one. I don't care if it is old or new or a baby one."

The first attempt (CAT 2011-  83.xx %ile, XAT 2012 - 77.XX)

It would be unfair to say that I was just testing the waters. I was serious. And I wasn't good enough, again.

Perhaps, the average competition in my college had made me forget that there were other brains in the country and many of them were better than mine. I was barely able to complete the syllabus and had taken 1-2 mocks. I failed to gauge the level of competition and hence, the pathetic score. Also, quant was a major cause for concern. Memories of 12th came back to haunt me. I thought I tried better than my scores suggested. But then, those thoughts don't matter.

The second attempt - I pushed harder.

I was fresh into a job that I hated from day one. I tried harder than the last year. I took a few mocks. My quant skills were improving. But, my mock scores were in the range of 85-90 %ile, no matter how hard I tried. The end result-  CAT 2012 - 93.47 %ile. I didn't take any other exam like XAT etc. I just wanted any damn IIM, remember? The result was not good enough, again. And the taunts returned. A few so-called-friends said, "jab aukaat nahin hai toh kyun itna udte ho?"

The third attempt (CAT 2013)- perhaps, the most important one.

It was for this attempt that I worked the hardest. I barely took 3-4 days off after the CAT 2012 results. I made a study plan and vowed to stick to it.

The plan was -

Weekdays - 4+1 hrs.

10 mins - plan topics for the day

20 mins - Speed Enhancement Tests

30 mins - Reading Comprehension

2 hrs - Quant and Data Interpretation

30 mins- Word meanings

30 mins - The Hindu editorial

1 hr (optional)- Quant and Data Interpretation again if I get the time.

The next day - just replace 2hrs of QA & DI with VA & LR. Rest remains same.

Weekends - 8+2 hrs

10 mins - plan topics for the day

20 mins - Speed Enhancement Tests

30 mins - Reading Comprehension

6 hrs - Revisit areas that need practice. Study weak areas in QA/DI/VA/LR 

30 mins- Word meanings

30 mins - The Hindu editorial

2 hrs (optional) - Solve problems marked as important / difficult if I get the time

I made every effort to stick to the above plan. I used a stopwatch on my cell phone to keep track of the time spent on each activity. When the stopwatch ran, I had to concentrate only on studies. If I got a phone call, got up to drink water, or a loo break (whatever) , I stopped the stopwatch and did those. Stopwatch resumed when I was back to my books.  It became a habit after a few days. My flatmate wondered why I had a stopwatch on my phone screen all the time 😛 

I have lost count of the number of parties and outings I skipped in order to stick to the 4+1/8+1 plan.  My social life diminished to almost zero. I took up a flat very near to office. The area was a bit more expensive, but it took me just 5 mins to reach office. I talked to very few people at office. Any free time I got, I utilized. While my boss and colleagues took the 1 hr lunch + sutta break, I gobbled up my lunch in 15 mins. That way I could pull out the stopwatch and get 30mins before they returned. Also, I hardly took any break. When at office, I replaced my cigarettes with nicotine chewing gums. Not as much fun, but they save time. The shops were not very near to the SEZ and a sutta break took at least 30mins. All I wanted was to finish off my work ASAP and get around 30-60 additional minutes to study at office. I still remember the day when there was a function at office and everyone was there, enjoying. I was holed up in my cubicle completing my work. Thereafter, I found my way to the vacant library. I told to myself all this was going to count someday.

I also cut down on the number of minutes spent on talking to my gf. I made it a habit to mail her the daily status report of whatever I had studied the day before. Damn, even my manager asked for a weekly report, not a daily one 😛  A long distance relationship is not exactly fun, but, I made it worse.  Nevertheless, she has been my pillar of strength. Her constant support and criticism made it sure that I stayed on track.

Study->Work at office->Sleep->Repeat -  this summed up my life.

It was not always possible to put in 4+1 hrs on weekdays and 8+2 hrs on weekends. It was taxing, to say the least and sometimes the vella instincts took over. But, I had a pretty decent 70% success rate, i.e. 7 days out of 10 I was able to stick to the schedule. The rest 3 days, I missed it by a margin - either small or huge. But, there was no single day when I hadn't touched the books. The 1-2  optional hrs made me push my limits. There was hardly any day when I slept thinking that I was done for the day. Usually, it went like this - plan for a 20 min nap -> end up sleeping for 2 hrs -> study for 40-60mins -> sleep again.

In a few months, the mocks scores started improving. I was scoring in the range of 95-98%ile.

39 days to the C-DAY - it gets all messed up.

The day was Friday, the 13th (of September). I met a freak bike accident. I had a bad ligament tear on my waist and a gaping hole in my knee. It left me completely bed ridden. No MBA this season, I thought.

But then, my gf was not sure if she could wait that long. She is from an orthodox South Indian family where they like to marry off girls (and boys) early. Waiting for me to complete my MBA was difficult, but adding an extra year to that was nothing short of rebellion for her. The MBA had to be done, this season. I had no other option.

I had my laptop  brought to the hospital bed.  I could not get up and sit upright. Having a man lying down whole day with a laptop on his chest was quite a sight for many 😁 The good thing was I didn't have to go to office. So, I had a bit more time. I made a few changes to the study plan. I just analysed mocks. I aimed to be done studying for the day before 6pm. It was the time when the nurses came for a visit. Having someone put their fingers inside your knee required some heavy doses of painkillers thereafter. (For some freaking reason they didn't think it proper to administer a painkiller prior to the procedure). The pain and induced sleep made it difficult to concentrate on anything.

By two weeks, it was clear that there was no way I could nail CAT from a hospital bed. My mock scores dipped. They were in the range of 88-92%ile now. Against all medical advice, I decided to move to home. I cut down heavily on painkillers and had my doctor prescribe a less sleep inducing one. I told myself, "It is just an orthopaedic problem. I am not suffering from Cancer or AIDS. A bit of rest and I will do just fine." It was a bit more painful at home, but a lot quieter. I could study and take mocks in peace.

A week before the C-Day

I could barely walk, but the mocks scores were on an all time high. I had scored 97-98+ in the last few mocks. I had spent much of the last month just taking and analyzing mocks. I decided not to take mocks any more. I just analyzed past mocks and brushed up the equations.

The C-Day

I came out of the examination hall feeling I should have done 3-4 questions more in each section. I didn't feel it went as well as I had expected.

As nothing could be done about CAT now, I thought about giving XAT a serious try. I solved and analyzed all available mock papers I could lay my hands on. The XAT went reasonably well. I knew I had done the best I could have.

The results and calls -

The results started pouring in. CAT was 97.11%ile. I got calls from the new IIMs. Finally a call from IIMs I thought. 

XAT was 99.88%ile. Got calls from XLRI-BM and HRM. I hadn't applied to any other institute.

The XAT score worked wonders to boost up my spirits. I was slowly, but surely getting the feeling that I can make it to top institutes. I had read @Zzeke's  post before. I knew what it took to get into XL. To put it shortly and honestly, I can say I tried just as hard.

The interviews

The first interview was XL-HRM followed by XL-BM 3 days later. The interview centre was XLRI, Jamshedpur. I fell in love with the place. The whole campus had a welcoming air to it. I was floored by the humility of a few people I met there. You never feel it is the place of the arrogant elites. That day, I just knew I wanted to be in one of the top institutes - either old IIMs or others in the top 10.

The HRM interview was chaleble types. There were plenty of highs and lows. I was banking on my XAT score to see me through.

The BM interview was cool. There were no low moments and I was able to answer almost every question, most of them technical. I had a hint of doubt about a question which was opinion based - something related to AAP and its policies. Rest all was cool. I was confident of converting the call, though I didn't say that to anyone who asked.

The next interview was for the new IIMs. They blasted me for everything, ranging from acads to CAT%ile to my work ex, to choosing Bangalore as the interview centre and almost everything under the Sun. According to them, I was good, but not good enough for their standards. I tried to handle the stress interview the best way I could. I put up a smile and defended my position calmly.

At the end of it, when I came out of the interview room, I could barely suppress my anger. I cursed under my breath, removed my tie, shoved it into my bag and walked out with a whole tray of biscuits wrapped in a napkin. I hope they brought another tray for the participants waiting for their interviews 😛 

The Results:

It was my flatmate's birthday. I was just going out to get some booze when someone in XL Whatsapp group pinged that the results were out. I felt a chill down my spine. I checked the results -

XL - HRM - Straight Reject. I expected a waitlist at least. But, never mind.

XL - BM - Straight Reject. WTF?

I refreshed the page a few times, but the result was the same. I tried to keep my cool and went out to bring the booze. As I rode the bike, I ran the interview over and over again in my head. All the sacrifices I made, all the hard work I put in, I remembered everything. I had to stop the bike by the side of the road, just to cry. I do give the bullshit about "men don't cry" but when the moment came, I found myself no stronger. I called up my gf. The call went unanswered. I called up my father - unanswered. I hadn't cried in a very long time and now, how badly I needed a shoulder to cry upon. To this day I don't know what more I could have done in that interview. XL messed up the results this year in 2015 and it took a PG post to make them realize their mistake. May be, they did the same in 2014 too. (Sour grapes, I know. But, they work just as fine to console your mind 😛  ) Booze to the rescue.

A few days later, the new IIM results came in. I had converted four of them. May be I had handled the stress interview well. 😛  My parents and gf were ecstatic. It is an IIM tag after all. I called my father and said, "I don't want to join this year." He thought I had gone mad. He knew I was getting something far above my academic standards and was refusing it. He tried to coax me into it by saying that the Gods have been kind to me. A top tier college is simply not in my fate and I should accept God's will. I said something which translated to "I don't care what the f*ck God's will is. I am here to exercise my own free f*cking will." This was the first time I had cursed in front of my parents and they didn't press me further.

My gf too wanted me to join. "What if it's not XL?  It's still an IIM". I was too tired of explaining things to people. I just said, "Google the difference. As for the marriage, tell me when and if you want it. I shall be ready." I don't know what she Googled, but she called me up after a week and said, "I will wait for one more year." This was the best thing I had heard in a long time. I don't know why she chose to be so patient with a 3-time loser. Thank you Google!

The 4th attempt - CAT 2014 (damn, I am tired of typing. Thank you if you have read this far)

I contemplated quitting the job to prepare. Moreover, the work was not challenging enough and I hardly talked to anyone on office. But, the CAT is unpredictable and justifying a jobless gap would not have been easy. I decided to stick to my job. I proactively tried to get into stuff that was a bit challenging and interesting. I joined the Toastmasters club and met some amazing people there - the certificates and awards came in handy during interviews. It was here that I met @anwesa09  - the most helpful individual I have ever met. Having her help at all stages was the biggest advantage I had this year.

I was somehow at peace this time. I knew I had nothing to lose. I was not afraid to fail again. The study plan was essentially the same as last year. I analyzed all the past mocks and was ready for the CAT just when the mocks season began.  The mocks started with a paltry 93.xx and jumped to a 98 in the next one. A few mocks later I was scoring in the range of 99.5+. F*ck yes! Not worrying about the future was working for me. I maintained an average OA of 99.5+ for the next several mocks. The CAT pattern changed. It caused my scores to dip to 95-98 range for a while. I pulled up my socks and was scoring the 99.5+ before long.

The CAT/XAT/IIFT exams and results

By the time of the C-Day, I was not in awe of any 99%iler. There was respect, but no awe. I also applied for a few top institutes other than IIMs this year.

The results:

IIFT - 44.xx marks .... GK :/

CAT - 97.68%ile

XAT - 98.38%ile

The funny part - I had a 99.xx in quant in CAT with VA screwed and a 99.xx in VA in XAT with quant screwed. I felt mocked by fate. But then, f*ck fate.

The calls, interviews and final results - IIFT, SP Jain and an out of the blue IIM -I and S. No XLRI call as I had just 70.xx in XAT QA.

I re-read @Zzeke's post. To be honest, I didn't try as hard as last year. @anwesa09  and my gf were generous enough to help me with study materials and links.

The first interview was for IIFT. The essay and GD was cool. The interview was okay-ish. The low point was when they asked me questions related to my father's job and qualifications. I doubt whether my father could have answered those 😛 

SP Jain's process went smoother for me. After the SPJ interview, when @anwesa09 asked about it, I just said, "Nailed it. If this doesn't convert, I wonder what will." But, I had felt almost similar about XL last year. So, a hint of doubt remained.

I was asleep with a hangover when SPJ declared its results. A friend called and informed me about the results being out. I just acknowledged and fell back on to the bed. I didn't want to relive last year's disappointment. I told myself, "Better to get a good sleep and be prepared for it. Also, checking it a few hours later won't change the results."

I woke up at 1pm to see quite a few missed calls and pings about SPJ's results being out. Also, I faintly remembered talking to a professor from SPJ when I was half in my sleep. I logged in to check and it was official - I had finally made it! What better way to cure a hangover than to get a couple of beers? 😁 😁

IIFT was a ding. And I decided to skip IIM-I and S interviews after SPJ's results.

From aspiring and failing to join anything with an IIM tag to skipping their interviews, I have come quite a long way. If I can do it, any average Joe can. But, this is not the end. As someone said, "Life is a race and there are no winners. You just qualify for the next race."

(For those of you who did scroll down quickly - SPJIMR Class of 2015-17 it is.)

Flashes (Part 2)

Midnight Ruminations (Part 1): http://www.pagalguy.com/discussions/all-i-wanted-to-speak-about-cat-25002933/34089336

The story is the same as faced by most of the students in India. Plus Two, no idea what to do, tanked the JEE, tanked the AIEEE, went to Manipal hoping to be a Bond and fared much less than any self-respecting Bond would. I remember getting backs (failing subjects) in the initial semesters and not knowing what to do about it at home. My parents are generally my most staunch defenders. They have always defended their son and seen him shine. But even they were flabbergasted. Mediocre result was a given. All I could do is pray for no backs. Basically, I faced the same situation of non-identity that the best and worst do. My mistake was- I failed to apply myself and make amends.

How do you completely destroy yourself? The most common answers will be in love, in smoking and drinking or in drugs. I disagree completely. Excess of anything destroys you right? Wrong.

The only way you can completely destroy yourself is when you start to accept that you are only good enough to be where you are currently. Accepting mediocrity is the surest suicide. I came damn close.

There are 2 things that had a major impact on me. That changed my outlook.

December 2012 - I land home after another average semester. For the first time ever, only dad comes to pick me up. In the car, he reveals to me that mom has cancer and breaks down. Me? I am stunned.

The cancer could be recovered. After the initial anxiety, we learned to deal with it somewhat. We still never let mom do any major task. She was undergoing her chemotherapy sessions and some days were tougher on her than the others. But my mom was a fighter. She never let us approach anything negatively. Looking at her hustle and bustle around the house, you could have been forgiven for thinking everything was perfect. Even in the hospital, people were flabbergasted she took it so well and asked her to write a book on positive thinking! She taught me to fight against the odds. I promised to never fail again.

May 2013 - I had improved somewhat but still felt I was in that rut. This self-assured Doctorate student from IIM Calcutta comes home. He is from Dad's company. He talks to me a bit. The next day he tells Dad I am meant for much much more than what is being doled out to me!

This might sound like idle praise to some of you but to me, it meant the WHOLE FREAKING WORLD. For someone who did not even know if he would get placed at all, praise was hard to come by. Parents also seemed to have accepted my condition. And then viola, he came and CHANGED everything.

Suddenly, I wanted to be what HE saw me as. Suddenly, I was the guy who didn't want to prove his future mentor wrong. That day I started studying for CAT 2013.

Ps - Next post has CAT 13 details. Sorry if I am going slow. I don't want to make these posts tedious reads. 😃

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going ..

Ahh, I so much wanted to write on this thread. Finally, I am writing it.

A small background

I have been a fairly good student from my childhood days. Managed to perform decently in my 10th and 12th. I never considered myself being capable of cracking IITJEE, so did not have much expectations from that exam. Infact being from a small town, aspirations were moderate compared to what they are now. My parents and even I were expecting okyaish ranks in WBJEE and AIEEE exams. Fortunately and surprisingly, the ranks I achieved were nowhere close to what I expected. They were actually much better. 😁

Anyways, I was always afraid to leave my home for higher studies. So, I gave up many of the NIT calls and decided to join BESU,Shibpur(college in West Bengal). I thoroughly enjoyed my 4 years here while maintaining my academics simultaneously. At that time, my target was to just land up whatever job I can through my college placements. Idea of appearing for CAT and GATE never occurred to me. In fact, I used to get annoyed with my friends appearing for CAT during college days thinking why did they come to engineering for. Little did I know that few years down the line, CAT would become my obsession and the most important thing in life.

I got placed in Nomura from BESU and came to Mumbai in 2011.

Frustration begins and then dilemma ............

The initial few months at Nomura were very good. Obviously, salary came at the end of every month and I could spend them the way I liked. And secondly, it was Mumbai. So many things to enjoy. But after few months, I got bored of my work. I was in a technical support role and got bored of doing the same things day after day. Suddenly, I started feeling that I can't continue in this way. I had to do bigger things. Here came the dilemma. As said before, I was not very much into CAT like stuffs. So, first I decided to appear for GATE. But then I saw all 3 of my flatmates were appearing for CAT. After a lot of thinking, I decided to go for CAT. But I didn't appear for CAT in 2011 as I had no preparation.

Meanwhile, two of my roommates( let's call them Mr. A and Mr. B) fared very well in CAT while the 3rd one(Mr C) did not fare as per expectations. One of the two got into IIM Ahmedabad while the other got into MDI.

CAT journey starts (2012)

I started preparing for CAT from the middle of 2012. I took up the TIME coaching classes and mock tests. Initially, I used to attend the classes regularly. But later, I stopped attending as I felt that they were not very helpful, plus I felt very lazy to go to classes during weekends after working throughout the week.

I used to have percentile in the mid 90s in my mocks. One thing that I noted inspite of low percentiles was that I could solve tricky and tough questions from QA. Problem was that speed was not my forte at that time. Secondly, something that i realised later was that I put too much effort reading concepts rather than giving mocks due to which my speed continued to remain low and percentile in the mid 90s.

One month prior to D-day, I started improving my speed and started using various techniques to solve quicker including option elimination and blah blah ( we know what are those ). And the result started showing it. I started getting 98+ percentiles in QA. VA remained on the lower side though. During my entire mock season, the highest percentile that I achieved was 96.XX

D-Day 2012

Fortunately, I was not at all tensed on D-Day. I actually did not have much to lose and hence was very relaxed. Paper went quite smooth and i attempted around 20 questions in QA and 24 in VA. Accuracy was always my forte. So, I was not very sad with my low attempts.

Result - QA - 91.72 , VA - 97.82, OA - 97.16

Firstly, I was very happy with the results as I got a higher percentile than any of the mocks I have given and frankly I did not expect above 95. But getting a low percentile in QA actually hurt me a bit. I realised that the number of attempts were quite low and I was too conservative in the exam. I should have been a bit more aggressive. I appeared for XAT as well and got 97.06 but no call for XLRI.

Meanwhile, I got shortlisted for IIM Indore SPJIMR and new IIMs. I was ecstatic when I saw that i got shortlisted for IIM Indore. I skipped new IIMs as I the interview clashed SPJIMR interviews.

Finally, I converted IIM Indore. God, I was so ecstatic. I was dancing around with happiness. The days after converting IIM Indore were some of the happiest days of my life. I gave resignation at my office ( wanted to do this thing so so much ). Slowly, the happiness sunk in.

Now came a very strange period. Remember Mr. C I was talking about. This was his 3rd attempt. He converted IIM A and XLRI. He was a very good friend of mine and I was very happy for him. But personally, I felt that I am destined for bigger things in life. This was only the 1st attempt. I started fearing that I may always regret that I could have performed better if I attempted one more time ( like Mr. C). And I knew I could as my QA percentile were low as compared to what I felt I could achieve.

And to everyone's surprise, I withdrew my offer from IIM Indore and took my resignation back. It was a big risk I was taking as we all now that CAT is such an unpredicatable exam.

CAT 2013 journey

This year, I decided to focus purely on giving mocks. I enrolled myself for TIME and CL mocks. The first few mocks made me so happy. I started acing in the 98s and 99s regularly especially in QA. I felt confident and satisfied that I did the right thing by deciding to appear for CAT again. Meanwhile, there was a new development in my life. I went into a relationship. Everything was feeling so good. Life was awesome. Around 1-2 months prior to D-day, I started acing 99s regularly. I was confident of getting 99+ in CAT (though never over-confident).

D-Day 2013

This time I was a bit tensed. Because, I had many things to lose if exam did not go well. Exam went quite good. I attempted 24 and 24 in each section. I was satisfied as my accuracy has always been good.

Result: QA - 99.59, VA - 50.XX , OA - 94.25

At first, I could not believe my eyes when I saw my results. Slowly, the nightmare started becoming a reality. I thought, WHAT ???? What the hell happened with my VA scores. Later on I saw that a person who did not attempt any question got 55 percentile meaning I got negative marks. If fact, I observed that similar discrepancy happened with quite a few. I was just distraught after this. I kept on thinking why I did not join IIM I the previous year. Life suddenly started looking like a curse.

Meanwhile my XAT scores were not good as well and I got something around 95.25. Though I got shortlisted for IIFT interviews, I skipped it as I was very low on confidence after my CAT debacle and did not want to see more failures( i felt that i would not perform good in IIFT PI though PIs have been my strong points).

I almost decided to quit. Just that somehow my father motivated me to appear for it one more time. He said hardwork never goes unrewarded.

CAT 2014 journey

This time, I gave everything. I appeared for as many mocks as possible and got upto 99.9X in one-two cases. Though, I averaged around 99. I worked even harder this year. Adding to that, workload at office was quite high. And most painfully, my relationship was not going very good. I used to take out my frustrations at my beloved. I knew I was doing wrong but somehow could not control myself. I just kept on thinking about CAT . I used to devote very little time to my partner. Behaving in a matured way, she tolerated all my whimses and bad behavior and asked me to just focus on my studies and not think about her. Talk about true love and here is a perfect example :). Though my mocks were going quite good, but the debacle of previous year and the extreme pressure of the fact that this was my last chance did not allow me to go the D-Day on a high note of confidence.

D-Day 2014

To everyone's surprise, the paper was very very easy. Frankly, I did not expect it to be so easy. I was averaging around 55 attempts with a very high accuracy in my mocks. On D-Day, I attempted 73. In fact after attempting 40 questions in QA, I relaxed a bit in VA and attempted the questions conservatively whereas I should have been more aggressive ( I realised this later when I saw celestial number of attempts from others ). I was just rooting on my accuracy to save me. Result: QA - 99.15, VA - 96.69, OA - 99.19

My accuracy actually saved me. Going by the number of attempts of the 99 percentilers, 72 was quite low. I got calls from IIM B, L , K,I,S and new IIMs

Meanwhile XAT went good as well and scored 99.46 %ile and got calls from XLRI. Interviews were always my strong points. So, I knew this year would finally be my year. I appeared only for IIM B, IIM L and XLRI-BM as I was only targetting these 3. IIM L went okayish while B and XL went good. First I converted XL. God, I was so so happy. I was crying over the phone with my girlfriend. After all these years, I managed to convert one of the top 5 B-schools. Icing on the cake came in the form of IIM B convert. I could not believe that I converted one of the holy trinity. Something, that I have been dreaming for so so long. And most importantly, my decision to not join IIM Indore two years back was vindicated ( though IIM I will always be special to me , it being my first convert). I felt like a satisfied soul. My mother cried the day I converted IIM B and so did my girlfriend as well. I thanked my dad for motivating me 1 year back to appear for CAT one more time.

So here I am, finally going to realize my dream of studying in one of the colleges among the holy trinity.

And what did I learn. I learnt that fruits of hardwork may be delayed, but they can never be denied.

First attempt and may be the last attempt of a GEM

Disclaimer 1: If you are expecting an IIM or a 99+ percentile then this post is not for you

Disclaimer 2: A pretty long post so read it at your own peril

Background:

I am basically from a middle class family from Hyderabad who started off by having an ambition of getting into Armed Forces but changed my mind and ended up doing engineering in a private college in my city itself. My acads are as follows: Xth: 89% XII: 94% Engineering: 78%. I was an introvert and an under achiever right from my childhood . I did not even fall into the category of an IIT aspirant. After my 12th I wanted to get into Armed forces and even cleared the SSB interview for the same. During the course of my assessment at SSB I realized that I do not belong there and hence joined an engineering college.But this interview gave me a confidence that I can compete after all.

During the course of my engineering I went with the crowd and wanted to go abroad for masters. My dad kept insisting me to prepare for cat but I never listened to him . I ended up taking GRE coaching but I never gave that exam. Being one of the better colleges in my state I always banked on getting a good job. Placement season started and I was upbeat thinking I would get any job as I cleared "THE SSB". It was then reality struck me and I couldn't clear the first round itself which was the aptitude test. I was disappointed and did not sit for the next two companies. It was then I sat for Capgemini and I cleared that exam and eventually the interview. I again sat for Wells Fargo and despite clearing the written test I was not allowed to sit for the interview as I was not present when results were announced. I was just heart broken as it was a job which I really wanted. The package was good as well. I just knew I could achieve more.

The dreaded post engineering phase:

I was into teaching from engineering itself as my dad runs a coaching institute. But I decided to take up the job offer I had and joined capgemini. It was an eventful month after joining as I had made very good friends. But the profile which I got pushed me to the verge of exit. And finally that day came where I resigned just after a month or so. I had no clue about what to do and did not even apply for jobs after that. It was then I decided that I should be helping my father in business. It was not that I was new to it but teaching was not what I had planned for. But it was more of a hobby which turned out to be a full time experience for me.I loved teaching and I also joined an engineering and a pharma college as a part time Maths teacher. I also started helping my dad in administrative activities. It was then I decided that I need an MBA to improve my career prospects. Hailing from a middle class business family I couldn't bank on teaching as my future. I was also following @jay3421 who insisted me to write CAT and other exams for MBA. It was a push I needed from someone as I had no idea about what is in store for these exams. It was then I joined TIME Classes and enrolled for mocks from CL as well. I started giving AIMCATS (pretty aimlessly) . I used to score 90-95%ile but never actually analyzed them. Eventually my scores dropped horribly and after getting a 98%ile I got into 50ish%ile. Then I realized that I should analyze aimcats thoroughly. I focused more on accuracy and compromised on speed (Mistake No 1: I couldn't strike a perfect balance between speed and accuracy which came on to haunt me on the D-day). I completely ignored CL mocks which I enrolled for and did not even opt for SIM CATS (Mistake No 2: More mocks implies more practice and I failed to recognize this).This classes on weekends my teaching and prep went on and here came BOMBSHELL 1: CAT PATTERN CHANGED. It was more questions and less time for each question compared to the previous pattern. It came on as a rude shock to me and I was not at all prepared for this twist. I started practicing new pattern mocks but never actually got a grip of the pattern. It was not until a month before cat where I went on problem solving spree where I solved atleast 50 questions of quant and some passages . I also made sure to solve atleast 3-4 sectional tests . I wish I could have done that atleast a couple of months prior to that. Nobody was actually sure of what to expect . Here comes Mistake No 3: On the insistence  of another good friend of mine I enrolled for Bank PO Exam IBPS. This was the first exam of the season and I thought this exam would boost my confidence if done well and if I clear this exam then I would have a good back up in hand as well . I appeared for this exam and came out attempting close to 120 questions which was more than decent according to the analysis from various websites.I was pretty confident of clearing all the sectional cutoffs and was upbeat about GK sectional cutoff as well. GK has always been my nemesis . After this exam, D-Day of Cat started approaching and I continued my prep . I was slotted in the 3rd slot and there was another disadvantage in the sense we had iift exam the very next day. First and Second slot were done with their exam and their feedback was that it was a very easy paper. I didnt know whether to modify my strategy in the last week or whether to prep for IIFT . I ended up doing neither of the both and continued to give online sectional tests and practice questions from the mocks. I was mentally gearing up for the exam and it was then BOMBSHELL 2 hit me real hard. The day before my cat exam IBPS results came out and I did not clear the exam. My friend managed to clear and when I logged in to PG guys with less attempts also managed to clear. What a time to release results! Scores were not mentioned. It just said I was rejected. I started doubting myself . Then came the D-Day. I somehow dragged myself into the exam and all the prep and motivation in  me took a beating because of the D-day. Somehow I completed the exam with around 58-60 attempts. Next up was IIFT. After coming back home from the CAT exam center I read a post on PG saying that IBPS uploaded marks of unqualified candidates. I logged on and to my disbelief I flunked the exam because of 1 mark in Gk section ! You heard that right 1 mark ! My overall score was 95 which was very decent.The next day again I was not in the right frame of mind to write a competitive exam . Still I gave that exam and walked out of the exam hall. I came back home and I was not very upbeat about the result ( I left a pretty easy RC section which was for 15 marks). I thought this was the end of road for me this season. Seeing attempts on PG i was not upbeat about CAT as well. Then my parents insisted me to write GRE exam. So I gave GRE and toefl exams and managed to score decently . GRE was again an exam where I could have done better but again I could just not get the underachiever tag of my back. It was then time for BOMBSHELL 3: IIFT results were out and as expected I could't make it to the list. My friend again managed to clear that exam as well and made it to the interviews.( She went on to clear the interview and is now joining IIFT Delhi). I was disappointed with my result and I almost gave up on doing an MBA. It was the ultimate low in my life . That was not it there came BOMBSHELL 4:CAT results! ( Verbal-55.XX%ile) . GAME OVER!  Verbal was one section I banked on and getting 55%ile was something I couldn't digest. Then I continued to prepare applying for universities abroad. Few days after that IIFT released marks and when I opened the result page I was in for another shock (OVERALL- 45.XX%ile). Like seriously ? Even my worst AIMCAT performance was 70ish. I just couldn't believe what was going on with me. Like scoring worse than mocks? I knew I was just screwing up with my life. I know that I am a temperamental guy who sometimes loses the plot but this was getting ridiculous day by day.Then I sat and told my self that I have to give a good fight for XAT exam. I knew I couldn't expect a 99ish percentile with my current state of mind . I then opted for SIM TAKE HOME XAT mocks . I solved few of them which gave me a good idea about the pattern of the exam. I knew this was the last exam of the season and I have to bow out in a positive way. There was more pressure on me to perform (not from my parents or friends but it was all about pride now). Then came the exam day. The exam was a very difficult one (which is typical of XAT) . I managed to attempt only a handful of questions and I came back home and checked the key. I thought fine ! I would get an 80ish percentile which will atleast boost my morale. Then came XLRI shortlist. To my shock I was shortlisted for HRM and GMBA program. I just couldn't believe it. I was like may be I scored 90%ile and just managed to sneak through the cutoffs. Then XAT scorecards were out (Overall: 94.xx%ile Verbal: 93%ile). I know it is not as good as a 99ish percentile. But from 45%ile in one of the exams and a nighmarish verbal in another it was one hell of a comeback. I knew with this percentile it would be difficult to convert XLRI, but getting a call from XLRI was itself an achievement. But i thought I would give it my all for interviews. XIMB shortlist was out immediately then and I got a call from that as well. I managed a call from IMT ghaziabad too. Suddenly I thought Hang on ! I can actually get into a good B School. I prepared decently for the GD WAT PI and I wanted to make these calls count. Eventually interview season started with IMT where I managed to perform decently . Then came XLRI interviews where my GD-PI performance was actually good. But at the back of my mind I knew that with 65% weightage given to XAT score I might miss the final list. Then came the XIMB interview which was one of the most smooth interviews which I have ever come across. That interview was oriented around entrepreneurship and I loved that topic. Then came IMT ghaziabad results: CONVERT. I was relieved more that anything as I thought there is something I achieved despite having an horrible start. Then came XIMB results : CONVERT again! This time I was very happy because something which went so smooth ended up in a smooth way as well . (surprisingly LOL!). Now I was happy that I need not go abroad and I can actually pursue MBA from a decent college. Then came the mighty XLRI results :A straight Reject. I was disappointed that i couldn't get through but after seeing so many lows in the season I was at least happy that I made it to the interview atleast. I found solace there . My parents and my well wishers were happy that I did not give up and managed to secure a seat in decent B-school. So finally as I am writing this I am preparing myself to join Xavier Institute Of Management- Bhubaneswar.

Few take aways from my journey: 1.The most important thing for faring well in any exam is the mindset. You might score well in as many mocks you write but your focus in the final exam matters.

2. Practice , Perseverance and Patience are very much important . I personally lacked at some of these and hence couldn't make it to the IIMs

3. Not getting into top B schools is not the end of the road and life gives you enough chances to make it big.

4. Always the start is very important. Make sure you do well in the very first exam of the season. It will set the tone for other exams

5. GD/PI is a complete ball game! You might have done brilliantly in written test but you might still not get through. College to college criteria varies so make sure your research is complete.

PS: Would like to thank PG and this motivational thread which kept me going. 😁

PPS: Sorry if there are any grammatical mistakes

Signing off,

Yasasvi Santosh 

XAVIER INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT

BM : 2015-17

January to June : From being nowhere - to a place I hadn't imagined in my wildest of dreams!!

It was the third year of my engineering. I was still undecided about my career and did not knew what I actually wanted to do with my life. Also, was sure of not getting an on-campus job owing to my wonderful acads:

10th : 91.8

12th : 67.8

B.Tech : 62.7 with a back thrown in as well 😃

Being from a core branch like Electrical, almost 80% of the Junta was opting for GATE. The coaching for the GATE exams started in June, with almost 5-6 hour classes being held daily. In comparison, the nearby TIME centre was going to start classes for CAT with alternate days 2-hour classes. Needless to say, that was it! The decision was made purely keeping in mind the convenience and the ease of going to the classes! Also, I had registered for CAT (while I was in my 3rd year) for testing the unchartered territories of MBA entrance examinations. The result was nowhere near to what I had expected:

CAT Oct 2013 : 88.xx %ile 😃

I became a bit over-confident. I was sure of scoring 95 %ile in the next CAT exam. IMT-G was my dream college (my hometown being Ghaziabad). The next year I started skipping classes, missed (or didn't want to give) all but two of the AIMCATs. Performance in those two was dismal : 85 %ile and 67 %ile. I didn't give the remaining mocks, being afraid of the fact that I would touch new lows. With 2 months remaining, I became  much more serious in my preparation : gave all the sectional tests, and hoping against hope that I would touch that magical figure of 95 which would  fetch me a call from IMT-G. The CAT 2015 exam went well : attempted around 65 questions. All the score predictors were indicating 97-98 percentile. I was happy. Then came the result, again nowhere near to what I had expected:

CAT Nov 2014 : 89.xx %ile

All of my dreams were shattered. Didn't want to give any more exams. Meanwhile, my self esteem was also on an all-time low after being rejected by companies during on campus placements. I was rejected 5 times in total (including TCS two times!!, AQ, Honda Motors, Sterlite). Wasn't even allowed to sit for Wipro, Tata Chemicals, etc. owing to my 62.7% marks in B.Tech. I had also registered for other exams such as XAT, SNAP, etc.

Didn't want to give XAT (the toughest of all). However, my mother insisted and said to not miss any exam. Gave XAT with nothing on my mind. Attempted the paper randomly. Didn't think twice before answering any question. Marked the answers even if I was 20% sure 😃 . Heck I even correctly attempted a probability question ( a topic which I hadn't touched since my IIT preparation days). The Result, again, nowhere near to what I had expected :

XAT 2015 : 98.97 %ile : astonished:

I didn't knew if it was for real or not. I had all three calls : BM, HRM and GMBA. This was the period in my life (from the day of the result until my GD/PI) during which I gave my all. I knew I could not afford to lose now. Gave both the GDPIs. They went well. In both the PIs, the interviewers were all along pulling my leg and asking questions about my low grads and 12th marks. However, I was able to somehow convince them otherwise 😃 . I was sure of a convert, esp. in HRM, as that interview had went exceptionally well (compared to my last 5-6 interviews). The final result:

REJECT in All Three Programs

I was back to square-one. Smoked around  15-20 cigarettes that day in my hostel room. Later that evening, things took  a quick turn and XL declared the published results as void, owing to some errors on their part. The updated results were to come within 2-3 days. This time though, I did not have any expectations. Was prepared to handle rejects in all three again. However to my surprise, on the result day, there was some encouragement for me  as I was waitlisted in all three programs (more than 200 in all three). I was satisfied with myself for coming so close to a coveted seat in one of the best B-Schools in the country.  One and half months of waiting, and here I am thanking all those 288 people who have decided to pursue their dreams elsewhere.  

Finally converted HRM at XLRI : A journey that started in January ends on a sweet note in June!

PS. : Never ever miss an Exam (I even gave GATE 2015 !! didn't qualify though 😛)

A

Not so great story of another run off the mill software engineer

IIT JEE Results, June 2008

Life took a vicious turn for a boy of 18, his dreams shattered to smithereens. 2 years of working hard yields no result as he leaves the city of Jamshedpur; his hometown, head hung down in pain and embarrassment, ahead on a path of mediocrity to a not so prestigious college at a distant land far south. He has vivid memory of the ominous date to this day.

Present day:

My MBA journey began in October 2012. Those days, life pretty much was a constant struggle between who I was and who I wanted to be.

I had finished 3 months of training at TCS, Hyderabad and had been deployed to Delhi location after the training. I knew I was one of the many faces who dwindle in the hobnob of software engineers ,at a place where life is a straight 8am to 9pm slog in the office, arduous metro rides, wrangles of a cacophonous metro city and shared flat of four others with bare necessities. My first tete-a-tete with cat was in 2012. I had casually given CAT without any preparation just because  one of my good friends needed company and did not want to give CAT alone. I cared about it as much as it cared about me and results were a fare revelation of this mutual feeling.

VA: 89.X

QA: 88.XX

OA: 90.XX

Delhi is place where every expatriate software noob is somehow preparing for something be it IES, IAS, GATE or CAT. My roommates were no different with each of them having picked one of the above goose to cook. So stuck without much moolah to spend out on entertainment and studious room-mates who diligently prepared for competitive exams, I had no other option but to stick my derriere and pick one of the above exams for myself and hence began my MBA journey. A scholarship test at TIME gave me a rebate of 25% and I enrolled in weekend preparatory program at TIME Satya Niketan Centre, Delhi. Somehow after drudgery of a week in the office, those days spent at TIME center was a welcome respite for me(Ah the pretty DU girls ! if only someone could tell them that they were too damn beautiful to be studying so hard) . Something that started merely as an avocation now started enthralling me. Time passed in a jiffy as I juggled office, classes, AIMCATs and class tests. I had become serious overtime and had started pipe dreaming about my life at one of those hallowed MBA colleges. AIMCAT results bolstered by belief as figures of 98%iles and 99%iles started pouring in. Life was good and fast those days. Months slipped like grains of sand and I could hear the CAT prowl not too far. I revered XAT more than CAT as it would lead to the gateway of heaven I had grown around, the XLRI Jamshedpur. I also appeared for SNAP, IIFT and TISS.

A day before the CAT day, I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling fan going in circles as my mind went pretty much around in the same fashion. Sleep eluded me and reminisced my JEE days all over again. I hoped the IIT debacle won't show up again as I had trained my arsenal with all the ferocity. Next morning I took CAT.

While exiting the examination hall something told me I had not done well. The feeling of trepidation ran shivers through my body. But what's done is done and with IIFT in the following week I could not afford to muse after it. IIFT, SNAP, XAT and TISS followed and the bullet train stopped with IIFT results. As usual they made the first show. Results?

48.75 Marks , GK cut-off missed by 0.16

SNAP results were next to make next entry 98.89, but with academic %ile component added, it rounded up to around 97.xx

Finally CAT result day arrived, a day that would change many lives forever, but with 98.xx in Quant and 76.xx in VA, my life certainly was not in that pool. I failed to understand that what had happened. Ok, It was not good, but a 76 in VA?? The aftermath had me crying, laughing, billowing cigarettes like a chimney, and remaining detached from the world for days to come. Needless to say XAT went down the drain as I managed a meanly 92.xx. The XLRI dream went for a toss. My calls in 2013 comprised SCMHRD and TISS, both of which I could not convert.

The bubble of fantasy burst once again and it swallowed me in a state of pandemonium and crisis. The pain was inexplicable. So much so that I felt nothing but numbness. I went ahead, the minion that I was, thinking this is what this life had in store for me. Not greatness, not respect but utter disgrace.

Now I started working seriously at office, my only avenue out of the misery. Any thought of MBA was jettisoned out of my system but the sense of failure was not. I went about normal life, occasionally stealing a look or two at my past year quant and VA exercise books in disdain. One fine Sunday evening without much work at hand I sat to reflect upon the time I spent last year. By the time this long evening faded away, I thought of writing CAT and XAT again but without any afterthought of making it to any MBA college. This would just be to vent my frustration and get a final closure. How long could I bare the hatred these competitive exams had inculcated in me against my own intellectual faculties? This year CAT and XAT and a few other exams  were the beginning and the ends of it. I did not aspire to do MBA after all.

I used to take fleeting glances at my TIME course material books, last year's AIMCATS and pagalguy VA and Quant threads for an hour every week from about a month before the CAT exams. I told myself that I gave two hoots to these silly 'one day and we would make or break you' exams. I took CAT and XAT , SNAP ,IIFT et al with utter nonchalance this year. The results strangely had a different story to tell this time.

CAT 2014: QA: 99.xx, VA: 98.xx, OA: 99.46

Calls: IIM K, S, New IIMs

I had had my sweet vengeance this day. The retribution was met, if not swiftly.

Others :

SNAP 2014 : 99.66 ,  calls : SIBM 

IIFT : 47.XX , percentile : 99.XX

To my elation , XAT Bird serenaded a similar song.

XAT 2014: 98.96

Calls: XLRI BM, XLRI HRM

I eventually sat or the interviews this year,as it was an involuntary and obvious course of action , still without any afterthought about conversions of any sorts.

The interview results, to my surprise, landed my forbidden fruit in my lap.

Final Results:

Converts: IIM S, New IIMs., SIBM , IIFT -K

Initially WListed and eventually converted IIM K, XL HR, IIFT -D

Rejects: XL BM

And this is where my story draws curtain as I end this 1200 word strong rigmarole sitting happily in new boys' hostel, XLRI, Jamshedpur.

Jamshedpur, my city that I left was back in 2007 with nothing in my hands and without a face to show, welcomes me with wide arms. It has been some 8 years but I can still see fading footprints those walked away  from the steel city as I trace them back to this very place. This is how much it took for my life to go a full circle.

I can't thank God enough for this.... :')

Tamso Ma jyotirgamaya


From

This story is different in the sense that it belongs to a perfectly average person. No IIT/NIT tag, no academic/gender diversity, general category, no super high academic scores to boast of, no ultimate extracurricular and no extra special talents either. He just had a lot of determination, nothing more than that.

Calls: SIBM, NMIMS(did not attend PI),IIFT, MDI, IIMS, New IIMs, IITB, IIML(SM), TISS, NITIE, FMS, JBIMS

Converts: MDI, New IIMS, IIML(SM), TISS, NITIE, FMS, IIFT(WL-did not proceed with the process)

Joined: FMS

It took me 5 long years, 5 CAT attempts, a lot of other MBA entrance exams, a few failures over past years, 2 waitlists, a lot of Parents' blessings, and even more God's grace to achieve it. Can't be any happier, can't be any more thankful to God. P.S. Dreams do come true, sometimes it just takes a lot longer than usual.

Highlights

Total CAT attempts: 5 (2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014)

CAT 10 VA score: 9 percentile (probably a negative score)

CAT 13: 65.53 percentile

CAT 14: 99.37 percentile

CAT 14 VA score: 99.49 percentile

Finally joining: FMS Delhi

Total work ex before joining FMS: 47 months(at the time of CAT, it was 40 months)

Xth: 82%

XIIth: 80%

B.tech: 68.44%


The Journey

2010 - The beginning

It was the time when there used to be 3 sections in CAT namely QA, LRDI, VA. After finishing QA and LRDI, I looked at the timer. I just had 22 minutes left and VA yet to be started. And then I further made a strategy error! Decided to go through all questions) including RCs. Attempted some 11-12 questions out of 20. On outer, I felt satisfied having attempted atleast a decent number of questions, but deep inside I knew I had screwed it.

Result day: QA: 99.5 LRDI: 99.2 VA: 9 (Yes! just 9 - probably a negative absolute score)

CAT was my dream after all, which now lay broken on the floor. It was heartbreaking. I was still a college kid, and looking at that score card broke my heart. That night I cried like hell, till I felt asleep on my own. I had put all my hopes on CAT only, did not even sit for college placements. But after the debacle, found a job and took it. Life goes on afterall.

2011 & 2012 - The wasted years

The job was decent, salary was coming. The thought of CAT almost left my mind. Though I did attempt both of these CATs, but just for the namesake, without any preparation whatsoever. The thinking that it is better to write CAT after some workex further pushed me to ignore CAT. Result: Scores of early 80s in both attempts. Though I bettered my VA performance, probably because now there were just 2 sections: QADI and VALR(was fairly good in LR). Also, there was fixed time per section so I could spend more time on section 2.


2013-The dream resurrects

It was already July when I again decided to take CAT seriously. I already had 2 years of workex and at the time of CAT, it was to become 2.5 years. Now I was feeling bad to have wasted 2 previous attempts.

Nonetheless, I took a test series and started preparing again. Since the time was less, so I did the mistake of skipping basics and directly jump to tests and questions. The job took a lot of my time so I did not get a lot of time to practice, yet I tried to do my best. Days passed and I started giving mocks. In some of them, I did very good, but in some of them I did very bad, but I kept attempting them. On CAT day, I did fairly ok, not good, not bad.

Result: 65.53 percentile. I was taken aback. This was my worst OA score ever. Pathetic thoughts started coming to my mind. Was I not smart enough for it? Is it all over forever? Should I finally move on after 4 attempts? I took suggestions from a lot of people, but many of them suggested me to move on and put my efforts in the job. That I was already overage for CAT and seeing my past record, it is not wise to carry on.

2014 - The dream finally comes true

After thinking a lot, I decided to give it another strong attempt. By now, all my friends at job had switched to other companies for career growth, but I decided to stay so that I can concentrate on CAT.

I decided that coaching would bring me routine so joined classes in late January. My job demanded more than 12 hours a day and usually I came back home after 7:30-8:00 PM. After having some rest and dinner, the thought of picking up those books after such a tiring day felt like hell. But nevertheless, I almost everyday picked up those books at around 9:00 PM and studied till late night around 1:00 AM till eyes could take no more. Woke up again at 7 Am to go to office and routine continued. On weekends, I went to classes and studied whole day. The mocks started getting better and consistent this time, though VA was still a bit dicey but was improving.

All was going well, when suddenly the pattern of CAT changed. It was now a 170 minute, 100 question test. What was worse was that there was no time boundation for sections, which brought back my first attempt nightmares. I was so tensed that I flunked my next few mocks, before my teacher counseled me. Again, it started getting better. I did a lot of practice. Infinite number of questions, topic tests, sectional tests to improve my VA, and the results were promising.

CAT day - The nightmares of first attempt were still on my mind. The exam seemed easier than usual. Attempted around 42 questions of Section one in just 70 minutes. Now I had 100 minutes for section 2. Being extra cautious attempted 40 questions in section 2. OA 82 attempts, it certainly was a satisfactory performance.

Result:

Section 1: 97.62( was a bit disappointed)

Section 2: 99.49 (After scoring 9 in 1st attempt, this surely was unbelievable)

I almost cried when I saw that result. That satisfaction was to be felt. It really felt divine. 😃

Interviews

As expected, did not get any BLACKI call given my poor academic scores. Only AC were possible with that profile, for which my score was not enough.

For rest of interviews, some went good, some went bad. There was this one question which was asked in each of my interviews:

Q - Why so late for an MBA?

Ans- It has been my dream for 5 years, and it is never too late to wake up to your dreams.

FMS: 99.37 was a low score if we talk about FMS. I needed an extra ordinary performance in the PI given heavy weightage to CAT score at FMS, and considering that FMS PI is usually only 5-7 min process, it was even more difficult. But fortunately, the interview was based majorly on Philosophy, which is my forte, and I did perform very well there. I scored 5/5 in extempore and 9/10 in interview. On the result day, I had a WL of 88, which seemed comfortable, and I converted in the second wait list. 😃

P.S - We all have that dream and we should keep hanging to it. It is never too late. All the best to everyone. 😃

Everything

            It has been a journey of three years, three long years to be honest. I always wondered whether I would get a chance to pen down my thoughts on this sacred thread, this wonderful page that has motivated countless souls(yours truly included) and has always pushed people further to think "yaar koi na, ek aur attempt to banta hai, I know I can do this!!". I still wonder whether I am worthy of this sacred thread but I am bound by my conscience which tells me that I had promised it I would visit this page when the time would come.

The clichéd beginning

        I was in the final year of my Engineering College. I still remember our teacher had organized a seminar wherein she had called three seniors, three seniors who had aced three separate exams: CAT, GATE and GRE. All three of them told us about what we could do for higher studies. However, by the time I was in fourth year, I was pretty sure that I was not that interested in either Electronics or Computers, and so pursuing an MBA seemed the logical way forward.  I have two friends 'P' and 'G', who had attended that seminar with me. Both of them have, this year, graduated from IIM C. Preparations were set afoot for CAT2012 and I joined the TIME  AIMCAT series as a step in this direction.

The year of our CAT, 2012

         I still remember my first AIMCAT experience. I went to the exam hall thinking that a few Math and English questions couldn't possibly trouble me, and add to this the fact that 'P' had told me, the day before, that the paper was extremely easy, especially the quant part.  Next week Monday, the results were out and I scored a 78%ile, 'P' scored a 99+%ile and 'G' scored in excess of 98.5%ile. As it turned out, I was in the presence of not one, but two Gods.  'P' was a quant God and 'G' was a verbal God.  Many friends had attended this AIMCAT and all of them had scored in excess of 90%ile. I was devastated. I thought that the debacle had occurred because it was my first AIMCAT and that I would gradually get better at it. I religiously solved all TIME books over and over and I also solved, in parts and pieces,  Arun Sharma and Quantum Cat. But no matter how much I studied, I never crossed the 90%ile mark in those damned little vexatious papers. I kept losing my confidence as the days rolled by, inasmuch that I remember asking 'P' once after an AIMCAT whether I should just give up on the entire thing and do an MS instead. It seemed to be the easy way out. However, I knew that I would never be happy with what would follow after I did an MS. I kept solving quant problems. I had faith that hard work wouldn't go unrewarded. The only thing that I never really did in that year was, I remember, read books. Yes, I thought that verbal was based solely on luck and that I couldn't really quantify my improvements as I could with quant and so I kept solving quant day in and day out, entirely ignoring verbal.       

         Soon D-day arrived. I was nervous but I was hoping for a miracle to happen. Both 'P' and 'G' had given their papers on days before mine and had attempted a lot of questions. I thought if I was to get a score anywhere near them, I must make attempts similar to what they had made. I distinctly remember I attempted 24-25 in quant and 25 in verbal out of a max possible 30 in each. The result day of CAT 2012 was one of the worst days of my life. Not only had I failed to reach the 95%ile mark, let alone the 99, but the success of all my friends contrasted so viciously with my utter failure that I had a complete breakdown. I failed to comprehend what I had done to deserve such punishment. At 4 in the morning, 'P' called. He scored 99.32. Others friends called at regular intervals of 1 hour each. 'S' called at 5. He scored 99.16. 'Pr' called at 6. She scored 99.03. 'Bh' called at 7. She scored 99.38. Finally, at 8 I got to know that 'G' had scored a whopping 99.94. Yours truly had scored a pathetic 93.9 OA with a 95.91 in quant and 84.04 in verbal. The year had been a resounding failure. The only silver lining was the lone IIM Shillong call. Back in 2012, Shillong used to shortlist candidates based on profile and the call was a reassurance that I had the profile, and I only needed the percentile. I skipped the Shillong interview. (I don't know what prompted me to take that decision then. Shillong will always be special as it was my first call.)

The year of our CAT, 2013

           After the setback, I remember having discussions with a close friend. Both of us were determined to improve our profile. We decided to give the CFA level 1 exam as a step towards achieving this result. After months of preparation, I sat in the exam hall, and told myself, just as the exam was about to begin, that I could not fail in two consecutive exams. Fortunately, the exam went well. After a period of one month, I got to know I had cleared the exam. My joy was unbound.

         Now, all my efforts were directed towards cracking CAT 2013. I came to realize that getting into a good institute was going to be no mean feat. Regardless of what these coaching classes claimed in all their facts and myths, I would have to give my 200% this time round to make it through. Luckily, the date of my joining was postponed by two months and I was ready to study for more than 8 hrs in this period to make up for the time deficit that would occur afterwards, once my job started. To be honest, I was not at all keen about working and getting into a good MBA institute was all I dreamed of. Meanwhile, 'P' and 'G' got admitted to IIM C, 'Bh' to IIM L. I studied like a dog in that period of two months.

         Come September, I started my job. However, all I could think about was cracking CAT. It would not be an understatement to say that it had become an obsession. Within a couple of months, I would be face to face with the feline again, this time doubly motivated to kill it. As it turned out, CAT 2013 was one the hardest papers I ever came across. I could attempt only 15 in quant and 16 in verbal. I walked out of the exam hall feeling dejected and defeated. The feline had got the better of me, again! Damn her!  Afterwards, at work, I also got to know that I would have to shift base to Bangalore. I had never stayed outside my hometown and I was extremely depressed about the whole thing.

       It was in this period of depression that, in January 2014, CAT results were out.  I had scored an unbelievable 98.52 percentile. I know that it is no big deal, but the result, while expecting less than 90 percentile, came as a pleasant surprise. XAT'14 results were also out in two weeks and again, I got a 98.59 percentile. I saw this as an opportunity to cut short my stay at Bangalore and started the interview preparations in full swing. I was shortlisted for SPJIMR-Fin, XL BM, IIM Indore, FMS and the new IIMS. I kept telling myself that I would be out of Bangalore in 5-6 months max.

        A day before shifting base to Bangalore, I had my SPJIMR group Interview at Mumbai. GI 1 was my first interview and it was a complete disaster. The interviewer called me to his side and asked me to interview the candidates for him. Afterwards, he asked the others to ask questions to me. If all this wasn't preposterous enough, in the end, he told me to choose two candidates to go to the next round! I thought, what in the name of God is going on??!! The interviewer didn't ask me any question apart from TMAY! I knew I was not going to the second round, but afterwards, I was aghast to know that all six of us were rejected!!  I always thought I would get SPJIMR due to my profile (CFA et al). All that ended in 15 minutes and I was indignant at the whole process. Next day, I caught my flight to Bangalore, depressed. Such is life.

         My next interview was for XLRI BM. Work was hectic and I could find little time for interview preparation. My Business Division head was a very fickle minded person and used to change release dates for my project at the drop of a hat. Unfortunately for me, his latest whim had pinned the date of our next release on a day that was 3 days before my XL BM interview. I was underprepared and I knew it. XL professors know when a candidate is underprepared, and they make sure that the candidate too finds out how underprepared he really is, in a span of 10 minutes. I started out well but the interview soon turned into a disaster. I always knew that at 98.59, XL BM was going to be a tough nut to crack but after the interview I kept fooling myself to believe that there was a chance.

          I was never really interested in the new IIMs, but thought, oh what the hell! I might as well get some interview experience. Also, as the interview was in Mumbai, I saw it as an excuse to visit my hometown, Pune, which I had longed to visit for many months now. There was absolutely no pressure for this interview and it went exceedingly well. In a period of four days, I was back in Bangalore, carrying out the drudgery of life.

        It was around this time that I had started getting bored of my job. Frequent releases, coupled with interview preparation had completely exhausted me for days without end, and as I was not that into coding, doing something which I didn't like for eight hours a day resulted in a decent amount  of frustration. IIM Indore was up next but it was after a period of two months. I was extremely determined to not screw up this interview. Luckily, there was no release during that period and I was going to leave no stone unturned in my interview prep. The interview went well and I was able to answer all questions the interviewers asked save one. I was desperately hoping for a convert. I don't know why but I had always thought I would end up at Planet I.

        I always knew that getting shortlisted for FMS at my percentile was a big deal. FMS had some administrative problems that year and the interview dates had been postponed, inasmuch as all of them were after my IIM Indore interview. I knew that at 98.52, I would have to pull off a miracle to get a chance to study at the red building of dreams, but I was desperate and desperate times call for desperate measures, and so I studied, yet again,  like a dog, but threw it all out of the window when,  in the interview I could not speak on the extempore topic "Capital Markets" as, much to my chagrin, I didn't recollect the term in spite of studying about BSE, NSE, SEBI,NYSE, Nikkei etc. and being a candidate who had cleared the CFA level1 exam. The topic was changed to "The effect of the 2008 financial crisis on India" and I spoke about the entire crisis, its origin, its mechanics, its effect on the US economy, everything in that one minute save its effect on India. I was outside the room in 8 minutes. Bye-bye FMS.

           When the interview results started coming out, I felt much dejected when I learned about my rejects at XL BM and FMS but I knew they were always going to difficult to convert. All my hopes were pinned on that single IIM Indore result. I had converted a few new IIMs but I knew those converts were inconsequential, as I had never intended to study at the new IIMs. The day IIM Indore result was out I was working for a release. At around six o'clock, I read on PG that the results were out. I prayed to God and opened the Page. I was waitlist 140. I knew a waitlist 140 would never convert. That day I cried. I know men don't cry, but I didn't care. I cried because what I had waited for hadn't come in two years, I cried because I had let down my mom and dad and everyone who had stood by me, and last but not the least, I cried because I was a complete failure, yet again.

The year of our CAT, 2014

           A new season led to a new start and I had a feeling this year would be the year. I had failed once at the written exam step and once at the interview step, but this time I felt I would get them both right. However, after having failed twice, I had started to become skeptical about the entire MBA process. The uncertainties even after getting a decent score, and the uncertainties even after having a good interview made me look at what I was doing from a practical perspective. Most of my friends had already moved up in the world by either completing their post graduate studies or getting admitted to various post graduate programs. I had always wanted to do an MBA but somewhere I knew that I was running out of time. I decided I would write the GRE exam after CAT.

          I also realized that I had ignored the other aspects of my life, my hobbies, what I loved most for the past two years in an attempt to completely immerse myself in the preparation process. I sensed all this was wrong and could not go on. I started going to the gym whenever I found the time and started to run every morning. I also started playing football on Fridays. I also went on different treks with my friends. Soon the mock season started again and so did the grind. I made a comprehensive plan of study to make sure that there was no chink in my armor. I could not fail, not this time. I also remember that I started praying around this time, asking God to give me a decent college which I could go to. Now when I look back, the two years in Bangalore have taught me a lot and have made me a better person than what I would have ever become staying in the comfort of my home. I owe a lot to Bangalore and my friends there.

         Different versions of my project kept releasing at office but I knew that nothing could be used as an excuse, not this time. I was lucky enough to have my efforts at work recognized by the senior management and to receive the "Superior Performance Award".  I would work till 7 or 8o'clock in office and then head back straight to the study table. I would have dinner quickly and then sit from 9 o'clock till 12 and sometimes till 1 o'clock everyday just with a dream in my heart and a clear aim in my mind. Somehow, I had developed a liking for CAT over the years and this made the grind bearable. Solving sums and reading books at night actually gave vent to all the anger and frustration that occurred throughout the day. The days kept rolling on and before I knew it, I was face to face with the feline for the third time.

            CAT'14 marked the change of testing agency from Prometric to TCS, of 60 questions to 100 questions and of depth to speed. I could manage to attempt 76 questions, which were more than I had attempted in any mock that season. When I walked out of the exam hall I was full of hope, but after I came back and saw the attempts people had made on PG, I started to get mixed feelings. IIFT was scheduled on the next day and I screwed it up thanks to the difficult quant section and my inability to let go of it. (Later I realized that I had completely skipped the DI section and there were quite a few sitters there). XAT'15 was similar to XAT'14 except for the quant part. Quant was very difficult and after the paper I knew that my chances of getting a XL BM call could be jeopardized due to the quant cut-off. I also gave NMAT before CAT and scored a 220 (98.761 pt.) and gave September CMAT and got a 99.59 percentile. I also got 328/340 in GRE.

          I knew that December '14  would change my life. On the day of the CAT result, I was sitting in my room, as I had during the CAT'12 result, waiting. The results were out at 5o'clock and I kept refreshing the page. Finally when the page opened, I quickly downloaded the result pdf. No sooner had I opened the pdf and viewed the result than my heart sank. I had scored a paltry 96.42 percentile with 91.14 in quant and 97.71 in verbal. I couldn't believe that after serving me well for two years, quant had failed me. I knew my dream of getting into the best MBA colleges was over. I told the result to my dad and even though he didn't show it, I knew he was deeply hurt. I had failed again. F**k! XAT'15 results were released in the 3rd week of Jan and I scored a 98.25 pt with 88.65 pt in quant. I'd applied only to XL BM. My XL dream was over.

         The only calls I managed to get were SPJIMR-Fin, NMIMS, MDI, new IIMs on my CAT/XAT/NMAT score. This time I was not going to screw up SPJIMR, come what may. I made a fat notebook and wrote down answers to everything an interviewer would ask me: myself, my goals, my job, why this, why that, everything. That and reading newspapers of the week before the interview helped me to gain a lot of confidence.

          My SPJIMR GI1 was based solely on Finance questions. After last year's SPJ interview debacle, I was so glad that it was a traditional I ask you and you answer me interview. I answered all (and I mean all) the questions that the interviewers had asked me. After the interview, I sat and prayed. Soon enough, the coordinator arrived and took my name along with the name of a few others and told us that we were through to the next round! I couldn't believe it. I told myself that now nothing could stop me from getting into SPJ. GI2 went by like a breeze. All my other interviews except MDI went well too.

           It was when I was going to pay the fees for the first year of NMIMS that SPJIMR released their results. I got to know that converted people were getting called on their phones and I hadn't received a call till then. I thought that I had somehow failed again. When I opened the portal to check my result, I could not believe my eyes. I was waitlist 2! I knew I was through! This was the moment I had been waiting for since 2012. Years of pain and hard work had finally borne fruit! God had finally listened to my prayers! I immediately told my Mom. She was overjoyed and so was Dad. I had finally not let them down. Life after this result was as smooth as one could wish for. I played football more often, went on many outings with my friends, watched an endless number of movies and resigned from work!

A twist in the tale

           My notice period started and I was all set to join SPJIMR. My dad however, had always had this thing for JBIMS. I have an elder cousin brother who has graduated from the institute too. This and the fact that my friend needed someone to give MAH MBA CET with him resulted in me giving the CET. It was when I was watching the movie "NH10" that I got to know that I had scored a 99.993 pt in the exam. I think this happened because of the fact that I had absolutely no pressure whatsoever to do well in this exam. The only thing that stood between me and JBIMS now, was the GDPI. Studying for GDPIs was not new. The prep went off like clockwork. A few days before the interview I got to know that I had dengue. I was running high fever but I knew that this was a once in a lifetime opportunity to get into JB. So, I went to the interview nevertheless. The interview went well and I was satisfied with my performance. I soon became well again a couple of days after the interview.

          On 3rd June I went for a run. When I came back I was completely exhausted. There were a few rumors doing the rounds about the result getting released that day itself. The result had not been out when I came back from my run. Days of fatigue and exhaustion took a toll on me and I slept at 9pm itself that day. I don't know why but at 4.30 am in the morning my eyes just opened up automatically. I remembered that something important was going to happen. Then it hit me! The result! I went to my laptop and as it was booting up I saw my smartphone next to it. I picked it up and turned it on. I saw the word "congratulations" at many places in my notifications. When I opened Whatsapp, there were quite a few messages congratulating me for getting into JBIMS. I couldn't believe it. I checked on the website to make sure. I was through!!

Pardon me for any grammatical mistakes that might have happened, this is the first time I have written anything like this. `

So the story begins. It's a pretty long story, but it rewards your patience ...at least I hope so. The Story starts with a rise, falls and touches the rock bottom and then rises again. I dedicate this story to all those people, all those who rose from the ashes to make their life better (Well, best is always bettered and hence it's the 'better' state that I strive for).

There are few vital data points I would like to present- I am a General, Engineer (CSE), Male (on the verge of sounding clichéd but 3 mistakes of my life). Scores stand at 10th-92.2%, 12th-80.8% and B.Tech (CSE)-64.3%.

10th & 12th

I started out as an above average student. Having delivered a good performance in 10th, I thought I had it all. I got into one of the best schools of Jharkhand, and started my journey for engineering. As one year passed and I graduated to 12th, I thought I wouldn't be able to crack JEE and instead shifted my focus to getting good marks in 12th. It proved to be a strategy that was good and bad in equal measures. Bad because I had already decided to waste one year of my life and good because I managed a decent enough score in 12th Boards.

Post that, I shifted to Jamshedpur, joined a famous coaching centre and here it went haywire for the first time in my life. I write-the first time. As you will read the story, you will find out why. The first 3 months of classes were good, I put in decent effort and managed to stay in top 50 of the batch, which was pretty huge. The next 9 months were disaster, and I screwed up all the exams I wrote.

The next one year was spent again, at home preparing for JEE. I put in my best of effort and screwed myself again. JEE was a whitewash, AIEEE rank was ~20K. Heck, I didn't even get through VITEEE. Managed to clear my CUSAT CAT with a good rank, and got into CSE Branch.

B.Tech

B.Tech was started on a good note, I scored well in first year. It was in the third year where things went haywire again. My complacency cost me huge. In 5th semester, I managed to score 6 backs (Out of 8 papers) and in 6th semester, I had 3 backs. Combined with 2 backs in 4th semester, I had a total of 11 backlogs. My college was swift in taking supplementary examinations, only catch was that it never published results in time. I ended up writing few papers thrice, just to be sure that I would pass. It was a wakeup call for me, I could not tell anyone at home about this. It was a huge shock that jolted me out of slumber and I started focusing on studies. I wrote special as well as regular supplementary examinations and managed to clear quite a few papers.

It was in the beginning of 7th Semester that companies started coming for placements, and I, even after being the member of PlaceCom was not able to sit in any one of them. I saw my friends getting placed one by one and I attended all their placement parties. I couldn't sit as I still had 6 backlogs pending (Results weren't declared yet). In the month of Feb, 2010, I managed to sit in an interview for HCLi (because it had a relaxed criteria for selection-considered marks & backlogs up to 4th semester only) and I managed to get through. I was grilled for 45 minutes for my interview and I came out totally overwhelmed (What happened there is a story for another time, quite an interesting one).

It was a huge morale booster for me, that at least I had a job. Went bankrupt in the party I threw. I managed to clear my degree and join my job in time despite so many backlogs. If nothing else, this shows we can recover from failure, however huge it is.

Job & MBA Preps

I was fortunate enough to get a job which was different from what regular B.Tech pass-outs do in IT Firms. And that is another topic for discussion later. As I started in my job, I knew from the initial few months that I had to get a MBA Degree. The reasons being- I wanted to study in a good college, and the job profile that I had, was perfectly suited for MBA Degree. In fact, many of my colleagues were MBA freshers, although from Tier #2 & #3 Colleges. I started out at a decent enough package and the first two years passed in a jiffy. I learnt a lot from my job and I can confidently say that I knew more about business than people who had passed out from MBA colleges and had come to join my company.

2012- First attempt and an eye opener

I appeared in CAT & XAT in 2012, just to test waters and managed embarrassing myself. The results were a fiasco and not even worth mentioning. No calls, from any colleges. But it was a good eye opener, I knew my weaknesses and strength. In the meanwhile, I took up few responsibilities for my family and the MBA Preps went on.

2013- Second attempt with self-preparation

By 2013 beginning, a huge chunk of my responsibilities were done with and I dived into MBA preps full time. I wanted to be in top IIMs/XLRI or niche colleges like IIFT, IRMA, NITIE etc. I know this point is lost here (eventually most of the MBA grads end up at similar places), but somehow I have a huge respect for the niche colleges.

The studies were going on at a good pace and I had found love in my life too... a beautiful lady!! The pressure on me was building due to multiple reasons and I was running out of time. I had to get into a MBA College just to be sure that we both passed out together so that we could marry in near future. Well, things went haywire again and I screwed up my CAT and XAT Results. CAT & XAT percentiles were in 80s and only consolation was that I had scored 96%ile in CAT quant section.

It was March, 2014 and six of my colleagues from the parallel team were fired due to downsizing policies. Situation was getting out of control. I wasn't getting enough incentives (both qualitative and quantitative) at job (apart from regular appraisals) and the future looked bleak. I was bored of doing the same rote work again and again. The business declined and I kept losing deals. I lived in the fear that I would be the next one to be fired. My job required me to travel a lot for client interactions and this had increased heavily by this time. Combining personal and official trips, on an average, I had outbound travels- short out station trips every 10-15 days. I was living out of bags. This combined with my hectic work schedule had screwed up my life into a shithole.

2014- Third Attempt and Redemption

It was May, 2014 and I was broken beyond repair. I was wrecked emotionally, and economically. Economically I say because I was very poor with my finances. At a point of time, I didn't even have money to fill up college forms. I was getting desperate and all my attempts to get my life back failed in succession.

It was then, I decided to join a regular classroom program at CL, Noida. The irony was that I didn't have money to pay for the fee and later to pay for the examination forms. I managed the money part somehow and joined CL.

Why did I join CL? Mostly it was just to fall into a regular routine for studying and to be methodical in my preparations. Started attending classes regularly, and preparations were in full swing. I was scoring in 90ies in my Mock Tests @CL, doing better test after test. I made it a routine to go sit in CL every evening after office hours for study, study and leave only when the premises shut down for the day. It was going good, I had managed to recover out of my emotional turmoil but life had something else in store for me. In August, 2014, I cleared a job interview at IBM which was offering me a job with 70% hike (+around 1.5L in joining bonuses ... Mind you I was already sitting at a decent package, my sad economic state had nothing to do with my salary, it was due to my poor financial skills) and it required me to shift to Bangalore for 2 months and then to Hyderabad. Now as I sit and study principles of economics, I realize how valid they are- Everything is a trade off in our world. Leaving Noida would mean that I would say good bye to my preparations at CL. At the other end was a job with a better future. I didn't even have money to shift to Bangalore. Managed the money part and decided to shift to Bangalore. By this time I had filled up all the forms, all the centres were at Delhi.

Three things happened meanwhile- A new job meant parties with friends every weekend. We partied a lot. We drank like fish. Although I was attending my classes at CL, but regular self-study went for a toss. And somehow I managed to fix up things with her. I could not ask for more.

In October, 2014 I shifted to Bangalore and joined my new job. With the new job and fat paycheque, came bigger responsibilities and more out-station travels. Heck, I spent close to 4 hours in traffic in commuting to office every day and spent close to 8-10 hours working. I slept on the buses and usually conductors woke me up. With parties every other day, I was eternally sleep deprived and tired, but I was happy. The happiness lasted for a short duration though.

Though short on preparations, I decided to appear for exams and further shortened my already short shortlist. It came down to mere 10 colleges from 25+ odd colleges I had in 2013. (Basis of shortlisting-I wanted to be in those colleges only where the median salary stood better than my current CTC ...more on this later in the post). Spent a hefty sum to travel to Delhi and appear for CAT & IIFT which fell back to back in 2014 and screwed them both. Skipped NMAT (Didn't make sense to appear for NMAT), and shifted XAT & SNAP to Hyderabad.

Meanwhile, my Bangalore stint was about to finish and I had to shift to Hyderabad. I shifted to Hyderabad in December end, 2014 and in a way I was both sad and thankful. Sad because I had left Bangalore and my friends, the absolute heaven for me and thankful because I was tired of living out of my bags for months now. I finally had a place of my own and I started settling down for good.

Appeared in SNAP, I was no longer interested in the college. XAT came and went, my attempt seemed average to me and I had lost all my hopes of getting into a MBA college in this academic year. I made my plans to write GMAT for ISB and XLRI (One year programs ...as I had accumulated around 5 years of Job experience which was very similar to MBA grads).

Meanwhile, went and visited ISB Campus (I had a friend there) and heard all about it from my friend- his experience at ISB and was blown away by it. I decided that ISB could be an option worth giving my effort.

Soon enough, Results started pouring in and I faced disappointments which added to my depressions. Yes, the job was good, but I had screwed up all my results and my love life was again headed south. XAT Results were the last and I had a call for one year GMP Program. It was a ray of hope, but I had serious doubts that I could clear the interview.

Come February 2015 and I was in Delhi to attend a training program sponsored by IBM. Somehow managed to fill up the online questionnaire and uploaded my video to XL site (A big shout out for my friend, who helped me with the script!!). Extended my trip by two days and stayed put to give interview. It was scheduled on Monday, and my training ended on Friday. It was a pretty hectic training and I just survived through it. Saturday was spent boozing and Sunday went in clearing the hangover.

Monday morning, I was at the interview location, in a borrowed blazer. GD went fine and I was the first one to be interviewed. The interview lasted for around 15-20 minutes, included questions from various aspects... right from why MBA to questions like ...if I had to choose to be an animal, which one I would be. I was free within an hour and the hour had gone like a flash. I had no idea what would be the outcome. Almost in a trance, I came out, smoked a cigarette and started for the metro journey back to Noida. Spent some more time with friends, collected my luggage and caught late night flight back to Hyderabad.

Coming back to Hyderabad, I had almost forgotten about XAT interview. I was almost sure that my MBA dreams were trashed and I was inconsolable. My mother had a hard time dealing with me and my friends were fed up. My love life had almost ended and I was broken, yet again. I was all alone in Hyderabad, loaded with work and it was killing me. I went back to drinking and all the weekends were spent in drunken slumber.

It was in a drunken slumber, the weekend that I was spending at my cousin brother's place, that my mobile showed me a mail notification. I was about to dismiss it, but I opened to read it. It was a mail from XLRI AdCom, and my god, no sooner than I had read my email, I was jumping in joy, like a kid who had got his long cherished toy.

It was a convert!!!

One Call, One Interview, One Convert!!!

Is it true? OMG, was it real??

I opened the email on my iPad and read it again!! Yes, it was. Called up mom and told her the good news. She was happy and I can't really express those feelings in words now. Everything had changed in a moment. I felt like being on the top of the world and the sense of achievement was just not sinking in. It took a while and I came to terms with the fact, that finally the dream had come true.

Got involved in financing the loan, it was cleared in a day at SBI XLRI Branch. Informed my Manager, put in my papers, returned my joining bonus, packed my bags and came back to School. (About the School, Its fun ...that's another story, for another day!!)  

P.S.: Things are getting better again!! It all turned out to be good. Only fear is a slight apprehension, I do not fall back to the bottom again. I have a tendency to screw up at the most unexpected times in my life. Well, I only hope for the best in the future.

Key Pointers

1. Take it from me and this has been often repeated in this thread- Failure is just a stepping stone to success. If I could do it, with the kind of academic record I have, Most of us can. In short, if you want it enough, it's going to be yours and no one can stop you.

2. Second and the most important point: Never stop pursuing your dreams. I pursued my dreams till they turned into reality. One of the examples being the bike which had me drooling... I bought it this year, after 4 years of wait post joining my job. And trust me, the pleasure that I get out of driving her on open roads can't be put down in words.

3. Make plans. Plan A, Plan B, Plan C and so on. Have backups ready, never hinge your entire future on one decision, on one event.

4. You will find that I didn't write up about my preps in detail here- the source, the methods etc. Well, my intention was never to do that. Sources-there are plenty good books available, methods- each one has his/her own unique methods to learn and grasp. My entire point is to highlight the fact that there will be lows in life. There will be highs in life. Never let any of them overpower or subdue you in submission. Bad times come and go. Good times come and go. Nothing is permanent here. So have trust on that, when you are low and upbeat.

5. My selection of colleges: I had a list of targeted colleges in year 2013, the list had 26 names. Shortened down to ~15 in the year 2014 and later I narrowed down to around 10 later in August, post joining IBM. I can share the lists if anyone is interested. The reasons were multi-fold for shortening down the list to 10 odd colleges. The first reason was- I wanted to be in a reputed B-School, to actually learn from the best minds- both in terms of faculty and peer group. Trust me, a good peer group takes you places. And I do not need to elaborate about the importance of good faculty. Next-I wanted the B-Schools to have median salary better than what I was earning already. It may seem materialistic and a stupid reason but trust me, as you do the financial analysis, you will understand it. To cement my point further-given equal amount of effort you put post joining a MBA College, where do you stand better chance of getting a 20LPA job offer? Third, I already knew a good deal about business (this was due to learning on the job and from peers) and I was pretty sure, I wanted to be in a college which can supplement and go beyond this. It may all sound pompous and vain, but trust me, people with job ex similar to me would vouch for this. Next-a good brand name would mean personal satisfaction and a sense of achievement-much needed for me to come out of depression that I was constantly in.

Well, I guess that's all. With this, I would wrap up. Feel free to PM me for any queries. I wish you all ...the very best and I hope my story gives you drive for your fight.

Dont

6 years - 5 CATs, 4 XATs, 2 FMS, 3 IIFTs, 3 GMATs, 2 JMETs and over 500 Mocks, 1 failed start up and 

Finally got 760 in GMAT and joining Tepper school of Business - Carnegie Mellon University.

I loved the journey, in fact I loved it too much for my liking. Met remarkable person and saw stories which will inspire the dead from the grave to rise up and write CAT, XAT, GMAT etc.

Guys, never give up because it is not worth it, just not worth it. Just one score and admit and rest can be history.

Pain of hardwork is temporary but glory of achievement is permanent.

Let me not rant about my boring story. 

Lowest points:

1) CAT 2010 - got 17.XX %tile in verbal and same year I got 99.XX%tile in verbal in XAT.

2) CAT 2010 and CAT 2011 got 69.XX%tile and 64.XX%. Missed XAT cut off by 5%tile in one section. 

Met some remarkable people and cherished their dedication and got inspired by them

@r11gupta   , @the_hate , @Samurai-X , @shashank3012 , @Poluka_Praveen   , @Roger.Federer  , @seba_catrpillar  , @seshendra  , @ThEbmr  , @sarcastix  , @TnT  @Medhavin  , @prem_ravi ,@ravi.tejapalla  , @GIXX3R , @techgodajay ,  

Each one of them have a story and each story is enough to pick you up from slumber of mediocrity, so if you have time do go through their struggle stories. Very privileged to have studied with them. 

One regret !!

1) Identify what can work for you and adapt. I should have taken GMAT long time because that is the way to go for 4+ years of experience.

2) Go where your experience is valued but not taken as a burden.

3) Don't limit your options. You don't know what can work for you and what doesn't. 

4) US schools are not that expensive if you plan it well and target the schools which suit you. 

I have 9 years of work experience and I am going for 2 year program with a scholarship

A huge thanks for @pagalguy  and @grondmaster   for entrusting with Mod role. Pagalguy.com has been an addiction to me for last 6 years and I loved every bit of it. 

Thanks to all the Puys for your support and help. And awesome PG meets in Bangalore. Those meets were always close to my heart. 

Flying off in exactly 5 days to start another rollar-coaster ride and I have waited for this for loooooooooooong time patiently but not anymore. 

So puys and pirls, never give up. There is light at the end of the tunnel, just one more bent in the tunnel and you will be there. Don't give up ever !!  

Signing off !

A small story about a IIMA (2010 -12) IITD (2003-07) graduate. This story  doesn't speak much about what he did to clear IIMA but rather focuses on Hard Work, patience and determination

4 years flew away in IITD and he got a job in automobile company with low c2c package in which 1L was conditional bonus. From the last year in IIT he started taking cat exam. In this attempt he got approximate 98 percentile. After that year he got 97 something  and at last he got 99.4 in preceding attempt

This time also he didn't got a call from ABC. It was Lucknow and Indore from where he received calls but he failed to crack GD-PA. He was very upset (He is my real brother). He said to me on phone

"Yar jab IIT crack kar liya to ye kyon nahi hota". (What's problem in this when I have cracked IIT)

I didn't have any answer at that time.

Seeing such a a scenario of competition he started giving his attention to GMAT. He started working for IMS as a part time faculty. Counseling was made free in terms of teaching there. He applied for MIT sister concern namely Zaragoza (not mentioning others applications to keep blog SSS i.e sweet short and sexy). Logistic was the course which he applied for, in supply chain management also known as Z Log in short (MIT has M Log).

So he used to attend his company in morning shift at 6'O clock till 3 PM . Then at 4pm he had to attend IMS . At 8PM when he became free from IMS he used to have his dinner. he then preferred to study for some time at early night hours. We always believed that the rejection in last year will bring fruitful result. Meanwhile others application was also going on. That year also he gave CAT but just as a formality because of full attention to GMAT. He scored 99.86 percentile in CAT  and also got interview call from AC and not B and rest IIM's also (God knew what type of people IIM Bangalore wants)

Now two roads were going in parallel

  • Zaragoza
  • IIMS

He had a telephonic interview for Zaragoza from Spain whose fate was to be decided just a day before IIMA interview. He was selected for Zlog. That day he was very happy. Next day he went for interview of IIMA .He was complete in his sense.

&

IIMA was also CRACKED

What to choose now between IIMA and MIT sister concern

And he chose IIMA