FRNZ PLZ HELP ME.....
Hello all,
i m in confusion, i have given cat 2 times, first when i was in final yr of b.tech and managed to get 94%ile, this boasted my morale and i thought to try it 1 more time. At that time, i had 2 offers in hand, one with Accenture and another with a production company with a bond of 3 yrs, as it was a fertilizer company, matching my profile as a chemical engg, near to home and could give me enuf time to prepare, i decided to join tht company.
Initially, i ws in general shift(8 to 5:30) and sunday off, which ws perfect for my prep for cat 08 so i thought it to be right decision. i started preparing for cat 08 and there was a little pressure in the company to perform but i managed it all with my preparation....but then i started giving my mocks and found that i desperately needed sumone or a group of people with whom i can discuss questions and come to a right conclusion, as it is a factory and situated away from the city it ws not possible to go to coaching in nearby city regularly.
I gave efforts but all in vain as my doubts were still doubts and due to some carelessness it increased....there was no one preparing for cat in the company....i got frustrated but i nvr thought to give up....rarely i got my %iles > 95, it ws demorolising for me as i quit accenture for cat and now this happened.
i gave cat...n found in first half tht i wud not b able to crack it...n i got 92%ile...no calls.
i am still in that company and now i m in shifts( 6 to 2 then 2 to 10 then 10 to 6) and friday off thus cant go for giving mocks on sunday.Pressure has increased manyfolds, sometimes i have to do 16hrs shifts also, no time to think bout cat wen working. but i dont wanna give up.
Right now i have 2 options, either to prepare for cat 09 which is goin online this yr and can prove to be bane for some people, with 5 months to go or to prepare for job in any govt company or any designing company which can give me city location and general shifts with sunday off and any group preparing for cat thus helping my preparation more but it will be cat 10 then.
i have one more option to leave this job and go for full time preparation for cat 09, but then everything will be at stake and i will be more pressurised to perform thus can lead to bad results.
now i dont know wat to do, to start preparing or to wait 1 yr for a good job and then prepare.
Dear Harsh_hbti....i can totally understand d anxiety dat u must be going thru rite now...
D reason being...that i was myself sailing in d same boat about a year back.
In my final year of grad, most of my friends took a call and joined sum coll or the other for their MBA...i ws keen on going for a "good reputed B school" as dey say..and as i felt i cud better my dt year's CAT performance...at d same tym i dint want my performance to suffer cuz of d pressure of having dropped an yr...So, i took up a job wid a Bank...as finance was my backdrop in UG and, interest area for PG...i thot i wud work and simultaneously prepare for my CAT...my working days wr frm Mon-Sat wid a Sunday off..and d timings were 8am-7pm excluding travelling hrs...
But determined as i ws...i tryd initially 2 balance d work n studies together...
And as d pressure strtd mounting in ofice...reluctantly bt unintentionally my CAT prepn took a back seat..Dt year i gave d CAT..n experienced wt u js shared in ur Post..
I felt under confident as i ws acutely aware as to hw ppl spend 1 whole yr 2 prepare 4 d xm..n here ws js playing sum juggling game...!!
Ended up performing more dismally den my 1st CAT...
And den...it js struck me...dt sum tymes...u have to give al dt u have...to achieve what u hv dreamt for urself...I wnted an MBA frm 1 of d gud league colls...n tuk d hardest decision of my Lyf in view of d same..I Left my job 6 months b4 CAT '08..
Thr wr tymes whn i felt dismally low..very unsure of myself...esp whn my Mocks wud reflect %iles
Bt den..@ d end of it..it al turned out fine...in fact Cuz I left my job..i Knew d Oppurtunity Costs involved...and worked harder...it instigated me to give it al i cud...n probably if i had been working..i cud have never given it my best shot...d scope for complacency wud have been thr..
I gt arnd 8 calls on d basis of my CAT,XAT and other Entrnce xms performance...Converted al of dem..cuz i gave evn d GD PI my max!!
And btw....my actual CAT/XAT scores were way more than what i had scored in my all my Previous 2 yrs mocks and actuals...
So..my Advice: Have courage to take a tuff stand, Dont lose conviction in ur abilities..and If your not afraid of putting in Intense hard Work..Leave UR JOb timely...and attack d CAT !!!
Hope dis helps...:clap:
Al d Best...